I must admit that the pain is still here. I believe they all need time to assure that once I let them go one by one, there’s no way they could find their way back to me. it was a bit funny because the more I protect my heart from Continue Reading
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Recovering (My Built-Up Wall 8 of 9)
I confronted you about my pain and I never invalidated your heartache as well/ if I go through something, I knew that you too have your own dark alleys to surpass with a brave heart. I was completely trying to find for a shred of sunlight to pass through the Continue Reading
That’s All (My Built-Up Wall 7 of 9)
These puddle of confusions drowns me to sleep. I didn’t know how to convince myself that I should accept the fact that I was also part of your confusion. I was part of your questions or something that adds to the pile of your heavy guilt. It was the time Continue Reading
Hurt (My Built-Up Wall 6 Of 9)
You’re still drowning from the loss of the most important person in your life. You’re still breaking every time a pinch of loneliness visits your dreams and wished you could just turn back the time. But aside from that, you have the greatest frustrations that you tried to conceal out Continue Reading
Haunted (My Built-Up Wall 5 of 9)
The first few months look like they were here to last. We have so much time to spend with each other although we knew that it was me and you between the screens of our phones. There was distance in between us but we wanted to explore the probabilities of Continue Reading
Blossomed (My Built-Up Wall 4 of 9)
Our friendship blossomed under the sky of our similarities, interests, and viewpoints about love and life. We knew how to jibe along to the weather until talking to you became the only thing that could make me say it was a day well-spent. We agreed on so many things. You Continue Reading
Stranded (My Built-Up Wall 3 Of 9)
It took up so much of my years. I was stranded upon my hope that my feet won’t allow me to take me to the wrong places. Nobody came worthy enough to change that. I conditioned my heart that I will never let the wrong ones in again. Never again. Continue Reading
Higher Walls (My built-up wall 2 of 9)
I moved on. It was a bit ironic to move away from a certain area where he never even asked me to stay. I moved on because I had no choice but to admit and accept that he was nothing but just another man who only wanted to remain on Continue Reading
Almost (My built-up wall 1 of 9)
My heart has always been an empty place of people who have unsure commitments —people who see love as nothing but just a trial-and-error. And maybe that’s why I grew so terrified reopening it because the echoes of my heartbreak kept knocking on my door, the sadness that I drunk Continue Reading