7 years
Di ko akalaing ganito ako ka-Tanga,
Nag-tanim ako ng di kaylanman magbubunga.
Sorry, I panicked.
Sorry.
"Bakit ka ba single?"
Kasi umatras ako. Kasalanan ko. 'Di dahil bawal, 'di dahil walang manliligaw, 'di dahil puso ko'y naliligaw. Single ako kasi ako ang umayaw.
Alam ko kung anong pakiramdam ng inlove. Masaya, par...
Letter to YOU
You,
I can’t help but write. It’s starting again. All over again and I can’t help it. I am terrified. The sudden rush in adrenaline and the speed in every beat of my heart are once again relived. I thought it died so I buried it somewhe...
Talo na talaga ako.
Minsan iniisip ko kung nagkaron ka ba talaga ng feelings para sakin?
Anong ibig sabihin ng "good morning" at "good night" mo?Ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng pag uupdate mo sa akin?Naging comfortable ka lang ba talaga ikwento sa akin yung...
Ikaw Pa Rin Ang Gusto Ko
Ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko, kahit hindi na ako masyadong nagpaparamdam sa’yo. Sana maintindihan mo na ginagawa ko lang ‘to para sa sarili ko at para na rin sa’yo. Ayokong mahirapan ka pang mag-isip ng mga dahilan para lang tanggihan ang bawa...
An Open Letter to the One Who Broke Me
It's been five years since you left me for someone else;
for someone I never expected to cause me so much pain.
ever since that day you wanted that breakup, it has never been easy, it never has.
the first 3 months were full of slee...
My ALMOST
As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one)...
Mali kasi yung nararamdaman ko para sayo, di ko naman pwedeng sabihin sayo kaya dito na lang.
Itago niyo na lang ako sa alias na MTFLTL. FIrst time ko gumawa ng ganito.
kaya ipagpaumanhin niyo.
April 13, 2019, 10:52 pm @MTFLTL ...ung puso mo
galit na galit ako dahil sa simpleng pag aalert team na pinagawayan namin ng classmate...
Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad
Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad
I have a boyfriend and almost 4 years na kame, of course may mga ups and downs madaming struggle na kaming na encounter. Pero kahit ganon nanatili kame together, I dont know kung love pa ba yung nararamdaman ko o...
to the boy i loved for 5 years
january 21, 2019.
hindi ko alam kung paano ko to sisimulan pero matagal tagal ko na tong gustong sabihin sayo.. sadyang hindi ko lang talaga masabi-sabi kasi duwag ako. masyado akong duwag, na hanggang umabot ako dito sa puntong ito. liman...
The Letters I Never Sent You
July 17, 2020 9:30 PM
To my favorite monkey,
Unggoy.
Every ...
Move to, HINDI Move on.
Dear You,
Tayo'y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako'y sayo't ika'y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin?
Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga.
Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space.
Sabi mo kailang...
To the girl I could never have.
One thing that I learned over the past year was to say what , and how you really feel towards someone dear to you and to never missed it until its too late.
3 months after my fiance and I called off the wedding, I went to Starbucks to th...
To the man that I won’t never have
Unang kita ko pa lang sayo alam kong hindi na magiging normal ang takbo ng buhay ko. Bakit? Kasi alam kong nahulog na ako. Bago ito sa pakiramdam ko kaya hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko noon.
Sa tuwing papasok sa classroom ikaw unang h...
MOOD SWING
Mahirap magkaron ng Jowa, Bebe, Mahal, o BabyCakes na lagi nasa Mood Swing..
'lam mo yun?? away kayo sa umaga, magbabati sa gabi, o kaya minsan baliktad. Break up kayo today, kayo na ulit bukas. Minsan yung alam mo na biruan nyo ...
Goodbye…
...
Sarili ko muna..
Pwede ba na sarili ko muna isipin ko ngayon?
Pwede ba na sarili ko naman muna mahalin ko?
Pwede ba na piliin ko muna ang pangarap ko?
Ilang buwan ang naka lipas matapos ang iyong paglisan.
Naiwan nanaman ako mag isa, naubos nanaman ako,...
To the one that I’ve been praying for
To the one that I've been praying every night,
We used to laugh sometimes at nonsense things. We used to talk our dreams together. We used to share our thoughts, everytime we see each other. I never said those I love you’s, But I still car...
“Dito ka Muna”
Dito ka muna sa aking tabi,
Hanggang matapos ang gabi,
Dito ka muna kahit saglit,
Habang wala pa akong kapalit,
Pagbigyan ang munting hiling,
Na dito ka muna sa aking piling.
Dito ka muna at ika'y aking mamahalin.
Friend of Mine
It’s been a while since I’ve felt pain. Pain caused by something I did not expect to happen.
Something has changed to the heart I thought was not open for love. Yes, you have invaded my heart after you successfully broke down its walls. I d...
PATawad, Ate JPRJ. :(
Dear Ate Girl,
Gusto ko humingi ng tawad dahil minahal ko ang boyfriend mo. Oo alam kong mali, alam ko na hindi tama. Alam ko na hindi mo ako papaniwalaan sa kahit anong eksplanasyon ko pero sana pakinggan mo ako. Nung nakilala ko siya paki...
To My “Meant to Have Been”
You couldn’t be my “one that got away” ‘cause you never became mine and you really didn’t got away, we went our separate ways, you were happily in-love with her and I, on the other hand was hoping that you would have a change of heart. I wa...
It’s almost the perfect fit
I found you in a very unexpected time, in an unusual place. We were almost the perfect fit, we complement each other. Our relationship is an example that couples should not only be a romantic couple but life partnership was should also be p...
Tunay kong saloobin ang sulat ko sayo, ✋
My Secret Letter For You☹️
(Para sa taong hinangaan konang napakatagal at patuloy na may puwang sa aking puso magpa-hanggang ngayon☹️)
Hey, ako ito ***** 🙂 kamusta kana? Matagal na tayong hindi nagkakasalubong sa daan. Ewan ko ba kong...
Admiring you from a distance, and hiding behind our friendship.
Nung una, natatakot ako magkagusto sa kahit kanino kasi sobrang baba nang tingin ko sa sarili ko, to the point na iniisip ko walang magkakagusto saken especially pabalik. Lalo na after my first heartbreak. I never tried again yet. Then ayon...
An open letter to my EVERYTHING that becomes NOTHING. 💔
Mahigit 4 na buwan simula nang malaman kong may nagugusthan ka nang iba kaya hinayaan kita sa desisyon mo. Masakit man pero kailangan kong tanggapin. Masakit man pero kailangan ko nang harapin ang realidad na hindi mo na ko mahal. Masakit k...
KILIG SUBSCRIPTION HAS EXPIRED
It started with a friend request, I did not expect that it would introduce me to this kind of feeling. So complex, it was sweet and painful at the same time.
The first time na nag message ka inignore ko lang kasi di naman tayo personall...
I am not moving on
Hello there my dear..
How are you today? I missed you already, Nah, that was such an understatement for how I really felt since you left.
I’ve been crying for so many nights that I already reached the point where tears are no long...
Sagot sa tanong na ‘Bakit?’
Bakit?
Yan ang naitanong ko noon. Panahong sinabi mo na kailangan mo ng "space".
Bakit?
Naitanong ko ulit nung pagkalipas ng isang linggo, nabalitaan ko at nalaman ang "space" na tinutukoy mo. Espasyo niyo ng bago mo.
Bakit?
...
“An Open Letter for the people who are battling with depression”
I've been battling with depression for 4 years and
counting for more. It's not easy. I almost crawl off to bed just to face the day. I look at the mirror and tell "You will survive this day, Orpha. God is with you". But every day is a chao...
