To be a Frontliner.

For 7 years as a Medical technologist, I never felt so proud of my profession. In this period where the world is mourning over this pandemic, my heart was so flattered. I never been so proud like this before. Where ever I go, every...

To my broken comforter.

I am just an ordinary man, clinging to my comforter, yes, you. We've shared struggles, we've shared solutions, you saw how broken I am, and I saw how tormented you are. You're there to calm my senses when I'm being anxious, you're there to...

Biktima lamang ako dito!

"Asan ako! Asan ako?" Tanong ko sa sarili ko pagkagising ko Tila ba hindi pamilyar sa akin ang lugar na ito Sa tagal ko sa mundo, ngayon lang ako naparito Inikot ko ang mga paningin ko para masaksihan ng husto Tumalon pa ako sa pag-aak...

To the Love of My Life, Who Is 6 Years Older Than Me

I admire your maturity and personality. I find it mysterious when you are quiet and intelligent when you are chatty. You are sincere in helping other people—you share what you know. As I get to know you, the more this feeling becomes strong...

Buwan 

Buwan  Ang buwan di mo man lagi nakikita laging andyan. Kaya naman kapag nag hanap ka tumingala ka lang kasi nakasilip lang sya jan sa kalangitan. Takpan man ng makapal na ulap, liwanang nito'y di mapaparam. Ganun din ang pagmamah...

An Open Letter To My Call Center Crush

They say that you cannot fall in love while you are in this industry because no one would stay. Everything is just temporary. People would take calls and after their shift, you would not even be sure if it is the last time they would show u...

“24”

Iniiibig Kong, Heathcliff,             Siguro nagtataka kung bakit nakatanggap ka ng sulat mula sa akin. Wag kang magalala, nagtataka din akong umabot ako sa punto ng buhay ko na sumusulat sa iyo. Wala akong masabing tumpak at tamang rason ...

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa?

Balikan naten sa panahong ni tignan ka ay di ko ginagawa. Balikan naten sa panahong ni kausapin ka di ko iniisip. Tahimik at maayos ang buhay ko sa mga panahong yun kung iyong natatandaan. Ngunit habang lumilipas ang araw inunti unti mong...

To the man i can never have…

I know.. I don't even know how to say this but what the hell. I may not be as pretty as all the other girls you've dated but I know that I am worth it and I've been wondering and I know I shouldn't. I know that you don't like me and that yo...

Munimuni

At this time of the day, I'm listening to an indie opm band. I really got into local indie opm band because of you. but I hate the fact that it reminds me of the day I filed leave for work, waiting for you to message me and update ...

An open letter to that Christian guy I adore (inspired by the one who wrote an open letter to tje ch...

I was mesmerized not just by your looks but by the glow of the image of Christ through your smile Can it be possible? To adore someone you don't even know personally? I started following you on IG glad you followed me back. Looking to yo...

It started on a dating app.

take me backto the timeI recklesslyswiped it rightas howit matches yours;back tothe late nighttalks,where I purposelysay goodnightto escapeand healthe fearof the unknown. give me time not to think about ‘what ifs’- on what might comes n...

Sorry, I panicked.

Sorry. "Bakit ka ba single?" Kasi umatras ako. Kasalanan ko. 'Di dahil bawal, 'di dahil walang manliligaw, 'di dahil puso ko'y naliligaw. Single ako kasi ako ang umayaw. Alam ko kung anong pakiramdam ng inlove. Masaya, par...

#RupokWisely

Kapag may nag approach at umamin sayo, Huwag agad rurupok. Always remember Emotional Click Bait = Emotional Damage #RupokWisely

Walang Ako sa Buhay Niya, at Walang Siya sa Buhay Ko

I’d never expected that I will come to this point. Sa point na kung saan tinatanong ko na ang sarili ko kung worth it pa ba akong mahalin. Sa point na kung saan nagdududa na ako kung posible pa bang may magmahal sa’kin. Sa point na kung s...

Be That As It May

I like to write a poem bout you Just to let you know that I like you Sorry if this is out of the blue I’ve been liking you for a year or two I have known you for years Yet we are just that simple peers You worship God so sincere For the ...

Ninety-nine

Ninety-nine times I faced my own battles when I decided to get over you. When I choose to be the prison of my own foolishness. Ninety-nine hours was spent just to pretend that not having you around isn't a big deal when in fact it slowly d...

Kelan ba?

Kelan kaya darating yung ako naman yung pipiliin? Yung hindi ako hahayaan na laging magquestion about sa worth ko. Yung tipong masisingit ako sa oras kahit pa gaano kabusy yung schedule niya. Yung hindi ko na kailangan maghintay ng matag...

My Sin

It feels like a sin. To look into those round eyes that I have a hard time resisting. To go stiff whenever we have no other choice but to be near each other. To secretly enjoy the distant silence between us. To wish that I had more time...

Sulat para sa taong hindi pwedeng mahalin

Dito, inaamin ko na gusto kita. Pero alam kong hindi pwede talaga. Una, taken kasi ako, Pangalawa, baka may maglaho. Pangatlo, kaibigan lang naman ang tingin mo, Panghuli, ako'y sayo'y may respeto. Paghanga sayo'y napakatindi, sa...

Mahal mo lang ako in random

Alam ko ang dapat kong gawin pero hindi ko magawa. Sa tuwing nakikita ka o kaya nagpaparamdam nagiging marupok ako. Alam ko hindi pwede at malabong maging tayo dahil sa mga personal reasons. Mahal na mahal na kita gusto ko man sabihin sa...

Bago Kita Binitawan

Siguro ngayon iniisip mo na ikaw ang may problema, ikaw ang may kakulangan, ikaw ang hindi kamahal-mahal kaya pinili ko na iwan ka, pinili ko ang bitawan ka. Cliche man at nakakainis pakinggan ang mga katagang "It's not you it's me" ng...

DEAR BESTFRIEND

Best, I love you and I will tell you everyday even in silence, even in secret. Just when I finally found the courage to face my fears supposedly today, but you are leaving for work overseas. I have already created a script and sce...

Just Leave

#JustdontcheatJustleave Hello good evening, just give me a permission to post this short message. Im just trying to express my feelings. Just want to release this pain through message. Their will be no perfect man to a woman. They got laps...

Confession with confusion

Yay! Thanks po. Pakitago nalang po ng identity ko. This is kind of a different kind of story/problem. Um.. It's about me and my ex. She's a SHE bte. Haha I'm a Lesbian, pero hindi yung out na lesbo. So yun, she and I broke up about 2months ...

My beer and my over-thinking mind

I don't drink Well, I don't drink too much Every drop of beer That enters my body Gives me relief I drink a little To keep the tears from falling Hoping that tomorrow It will be a lot easier Cause maybe it will I drink a little more Not ...

I Froze When It Mattered; My Words Never Left My Tongue

I talked to my dad about her and how things went south during our hike (I was too passive despite all the planning and preparation because I froze when it mattered. Imagine nearly 12 hours of awkward silence--a 4-hour drive, a 3-hour hike, ...

Mali kasi yung nararamdaman ko para sayo, di ko naman pwedeng sabihin sayo kaya dito na lang.

Itago niyo na lang ako sa alias na MTFLTL. FIrst time ko gumawa ng ganito. kaya ipagpaumanhin niyo. April 13, 2019, 10:52 pm  @MTFLTL ...ung puso mo galit na galit ako dahil sa simpleng pag aalert team na pinagawayan namin ng classmate...

Friend of Mine

It’s been a while since I’ve felt pain. Pain caused by something I did not expect to happen. Something has changed to the heart I thought was not open for love. Yes, you have invaded my heart after you successfully broke down its walls. I d...

Unspoken words of a flower

Plucked myself out of a wrong system Fell on the ground without leaves, but stem Have thorns, but you ignored them You picked me up and looked at me as if I was a gem You took me out of that garden You gave me soil and planted me aga...