AN OPEN LETTER TO GOD, I WANNA GO HOME.
Dear God,
Abba Father, It’s been a while. I am so sorry that whenever I write a letter to you, I’m always in despair. I’ve been avoiding you these days. It’s so hard to open my mouth and talk to you even though I know talking t...
Panggap (Pretend)
Nakangiti, masaya, madaldal at madali makapalagayan ng loob.
Ngunit malakas ang aking kutob.
May maskara itong kausap ko.
Parang walang problema sa unang tingin.
Ramdam ko na malapit na siya mahulog sa bangin.
Hanggang kailan niya ito ...
A POEM FOR THE DEVILS MOUTH
He`s just doing his best,
With passion and compassion for the rest,
All corners of his eyes were bloating and screaming,
--An eyes who demands to sleep for its sacrificing,
But, he was humilitated by the Devils mouth,
---A devil that h...
Crippled
Crippled
Suddenly you're there again, in that situation, in that loneliness you escaped a long time ago.
It's creeping. It snuck into you like a thief in the night while you're fast asleep. Without a notice, without a warning. You ju...
Malayang Taludturan ng Walang Katuturan
Hanggang kailan ako magiintay na kumalma ang pusong puno ng pangamba
Kailan mapapatahimik ang utak
Kailan maidurugtong ang napatid na dulo ng pisi
Sinu ang lalapit para magtanong kung napapano
Sana lahat, pero bilang sa mga daliri ang m...
I asked the Lord “Lord, bakit?” but He didn’t answer me.
I was suicidal.
I was depressed.
I was lonely.
I was left behind by the closest-friend I have, I have failed my classes that I spent so much time and effort studying, I have lost a friend, my families are struggling, I have no one ...
Suicide, Depression and the Great Commission
First of all, I would like to say sorry.
I am one of the people who didn’t even think about killing myself and I honestly laughed about people who suffered from depression. I have this habit of imagining myself as a psychiatrist and labe...
Note to Self: I can!
A lot of us, admit it or not, are letting ourselves be overpowered by negativity. I myself have a lot of regrets in my entire life, I regret those times which I should’ve done something I really wanted but I doubted myself and lacked confid...
Not There Yet
I am not there yet.
I am just starting to pick myself up, piece by piece.
I am not there yet.
I can still hear some voices telling me to quit.
I am still shaking because of my anxiety.
I can still feel the pain of not being g...
WHY ME?
Madami kang tanong na bakit ikaw ang kailangang makaranas ng nanyayare sayo ngayon. Hindi mo alam kung ano yung pakiramdam mo, minsan wala ka namang problema pero hindi ka masaya. You are emotionally and mentally tired, kasi mas madaming ne...
THE BATTLE
I thought depression is not real, I mean I have friends who suffer this kind of mental illness but I always think that it’s “only” a battle of your mind and on how you will deal with it. EASY. EASY FOR ME.
I thought you can “easily” esca...
Paglisan
Sa aking paglisan, huwag sanag isipin na ika'y aking iniiwasan.
Ikaw ay aking lilisanin dahil ayaw kong lungkot iyong maranasan.
Sa aking paglisan, matapang mo sanang harapin ang kinabukasan.
Sa aking paglisan, damhin mo ang ganda ...
Healing is Not Linear
It’s not as straightforward as we hope it would be. It’s a roller coaster process.
Some days you feel like you’re on top of the world and some days you feel like you’re right back where you started from. And when you have an uphill flow ...
Isipin mo ko pag wala na ko.
Lage lang akong nandito yun ang sabi ko sayo dati. Lage kitang tutulungan sa mga bagay na di mo makakayanan mag isa. Lage kita papatnubayan sa mga gabing ikaw ay nag iisa. Hindi madaling maging ako. Kahit kailan hindi naging madaling matalo...
Crazy Planet
The best way to get over someone is to turn her into a literature.
After a month, walang nagbago. Siguro meron pero di sya noticeable. Gumagaan pakiramdam ko pero di to the point na handa na kong mamuhay ng normal. Pakiramdam ko umaasa p...
In the midst of Inner Darkness
As time passes by, humans become emotional.
And sometimes, they don’t act rational.
So thoughts come to mind thinking, “what’s best for me?”
Then their inner self answers “Best be lonely”
Our actions are dependent on who we are suppos...
Irony of Life: Healing Hurts
Dear You,
The memories, the people, and you. It can either make you or break you. It can help you make it through the path or can make you just give up. You know what’s the irony of life? It happens when you start making c...
End
I was afraid that I can't make it. I am tired of faking all of it. I was so happy now and later I feel empty I feel broken from the inside yet I try to make it I am sad, Yes but I try to make sense out of nothing. I wanna cry out loud but ...
His Undying Love
I was broken.
I was alone.
I want to restart.
But I can't do it on my own.
I'm was in sorrow.
I'm was in pain.
I wanted to end this.
And I care less.
There was this day.
I decided to die.
Bu...
Makinig ka, pakiusap
Hindi isang imbentong salita
hindi rin isang pagpapanggap para makawala sa mundong mapanira,
Maniwala ka,
Hindi ito isang pagtatago, pag sisinungaling o pag iimbento
Dahil ang taong sinasabihan, tinatalikuran at inaayawan nyo ay ang ta...
Wag Kang Hihinto
'Wag kang hihinto,
Alam kong nasanay ka na sa bigat nitong mundo,
na ang lindol ay nagsilbi bilang pampatulog mo,
at ang bagyo ay tila hangin na lang na kumikiliti sa 'yong mga buto.
Pero, 'wag kang hihinto.
Alam kong alingawngaw ng ...
STOP!
Stop spending your time too much on pleasing people.
Stop caring too much about other's opinion.
Stop making nonsense judgement to yourself.
Stop.
Just stop.
It doesn't help.
It doesn't make your situation any better.
The most cruel thing...
A Lost Lamb
I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does no...
Soon You’ll Get Better
I was listening to Taylor Swift's Soon You'll Get Better and as I ponder its words, I realized, this song is for me. If you haven't heard the song, please do take time to do so.
According to Taylor, it's for her mom.
But as a list...
Short-Term Memory Loss
Ever experienced a short-term memory loss and suddenly remembers it few days after in a conversation with someone bringing it up like you're some sort of psychopathic ass ruining the topic?
Funny how forgetful I became in suc...
Sept. 9 1:43 am
When my mood suddenly change that doesn't mean that I want to be notice, perhaps you said something insensitively and that hurt me.
When I rant about what I am feeling it's not because I want to be notice, maybe all my feelings that's been...
Depression to impression equation to be positive person
De+press=depress
De is negative like decrease, degrade, etc.... so depress is negative feeling..... but if we replace the De with IM. Which means i'm, me, i, you... you can make your life better. Because im, me, i, is positive. Belive tha...
Di na natuto
Hindi effort mo ang kulang. Frustrating as it can be, it's just not you.
What I thought was the Last Night
Last night, I started preparing for sleep as early as I could. It wasn’t a good night. I was experiencing episodes of depression. Thoughts like I wouldn’t make it through; I wasn’t good enough; that there is no way I could make it victoriou...
KAWALAN
Paano mo nga naman sasabihin ang tunay na nararamdaman mo kung hindi sapat ang mga ito para maintindihan ka ng tao? Na sa gitna ng isang masayang araw ay tatamaan ka ng lungkot. Na hindi mo alam kung saan galing o ano nga ba ang dahilan, a...
