Gusto ko na lang maging MAHINA

Dumating ka na din ba sa part ng buhay mo Na you doubt your worth? You started to question yourself. Why not? Why not me? I'm not that good enough? I'm not that worthy to be the one? Sabi nila you deserve better Pero...

I KNOW ITS HARD,..

I know its hard to live with toxicity of this imperfect world. I know its really hard to express your self, your individuality that no one even bother. I know its hard to live on your dreams that no one ever believe; your thought...

Arise, my beloved!

Arise, my beloved Though winter has come And you felt you have none Remember, you have the One   Arise, my beloved Though sadness stole your youth Don't worry, soon you'll have your fruit Just let Me take care o...

Isipin mo ko pag wala na ko.

Lage lang akong nandito yun ang sabi ko sayo dati. Lage kitang tutulungan sa mga bagay na di mo makakayanan mag isa. Lage kita papatnubayan sa mga gabing ikaw ay nag iisa. Hindi madaling maging ako. Kahit kailan hindi naging madaling matalo...

Messenger Tragedy

Naka-offline ka, pero in another call ka... ay kaya pala online din siya... ... is in another call.Recording Voicemail.... missed your call. Alam ko na kung bakit,Paulit-ulit,lagi kong pinipilitpero bakit ang sakit? ...Kung buhay pa sigur...

Mahirap maging ako

Mahirap maging ako. Akala nila matalino ako. Akala nila magaling ako. Akala nila malakas ako. Akala nila masaya ako. Hindi ako matalino. Hindi ako magaling. Hindi ako malakas. Hindi ako masaya. Tanga ako. Ginagawa ko lang kung ano...

To the Person with PTSD

Dear You, To my dearest, I know you are holding up so much today with your condition. Under this circumstance where the world felt so depressed and so are you. But I know you are battling for it every day with yourself. I know it is h...

NO ONE IS SAFE

This pandemic , the virus spread fear anywhere But you never know , we have a bigger foe Not your ex, not your cravings but ourselves. Yes , no one is safe from this threat Dear brothers and sisters, I tell youVanguards and herd immunit...

Pain Took It Away

I thought it was impossible. To feel nothing at all. Until it hit me. Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worth...

Door

Hi, how are you? I hope you're doing well at this point. Just want to check on you, Kaibigan. Are your walls okay? I mean, the walls that you've built to protect you. The walls to keep out mistakes, pain, suffering, hatred, disappointment, ...

It’s okay to Pause

The most courageous thing I have ever done was continuing to live when I wanted to die. Hitting rock bottom doesn't mean you have to stay there. It's okay to pause. But once you survive, there are very few things in life that can scare you....

STOP!

Stop spending your time too much on pleasing people. Stop caring too much about other's opinion. Stop making nonsense judgement to yourself. Stop. Just stop. It doesn't help. It doesn't make your situation any better. The most cruel thing...

Questioning Sanity

As the rain pours down, rattling sounds on the ground. I asked, what has this life been into? Just lost in the middle of nowhere. Trying to seek the right place, doubts fill in. Like a piece of paper cramped by thy own hands. ...

A Lost Lamb

I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does no...

AN OPEN LETTER TO GOD, I WANNA GO HOME.

Dear God,   Abba Father, It’s been a while. I am so sorry that whenever I write a letter to you, I’m always in despair. I’ve been avoiding you these days. It’s so hard to open my mouth and talk to you even though I know talking t...

Kumusta Ka?

Ilang beses mo na nga bang tinanong sa mga kamag-anak, kaibigan at iba pang mahal sa buhay, Kumusta ka? - dalawang salitang noo'y parang napaka-casual lang kung itanong ng karamihan. Those words may not even mean anything to some of us befo...

Okay ka lang ba?

"Kamusta ka? Okay ka lang ba?" Minsan eto yung pinaka sweet na tanong na gusto nating marinig sa isang miyembro ng pamilya o di kaya kaibigan ngunit eto rin minsan ang nagpapasakit ng puso natin. Pero ang tanong ko sa lahat ng nagbabasa ne...

Nakalimutan ko, Mahal Niya pala Ako

  Ako ay parang isang kandilang nauupos, pag-asa ko ay unti unting nauubos. Parang kandila, liwanag ko'y unti unting dumidilim, humihina, paligid ko ay di ko na halos makita. Nasaan na ang apoy na sa aking mata noo'y nakikita? Ano nga...

Konting Tiis Pa

Isang hapon bigla ko nanaman naisip isulat Laman ng utak na basta lang nakakalat sa dami ng problema na aking dinadala di na alam kung pano mababawasan pa minsan nais kong malaman, bakit ito pinagdadaaanan inakalang ang nakar...

Malaya

May isang umaga nagising akong walang sigla. Malungkot - sobrang lungkot. May kulang sa pakiramdam kahit hindi naman ako nag-iisa. Naiiyak ako sa lungkot. Ang totoo, hindi ko alam kung bakit ako malungkot. Kasi halos araw-araw, lalo na kap...

alaala ng kahapon

Sa araw na ito, nakapagdesisyon na ako. Hindi ko na rin kaya. Balang araw, maiintindihan din ako ng nakararami. Balang araw, maiintindihan na rin nila ang nararamdaman ko. Simula sa araw na ito, sana ako naman ang pakinggan nila. Alam ko...

Sad Prose

Let me be your daughter again, if there will be another lifetime waiting for us.

Crippled

Crippled Suddenly you're there again, in that situation, in that loneliness you escaped a long time ago. It's creeping. It snuck into you like a thief in the night while you're fast asleep. Without a notice, without a warning. You ju...

His Undying Love

I was broken. I was alone. I want to restart. But I can't do it on my own.   I'm was in sorrow. I'm was in pain. I wanted to end this. And I care less.   There was this day. I decided to die. Bu...

How To Help People Heal?

You may not be a trained counselor, but you’ll probably have someone come to you for counsel. Throughout your life, you’ll meet people who are hurting and need help. So what should you do first? Ask people about their story and listen. ...

SADNESS

She stayed until past midnight, visited her for almost two years and no one knows when it will stop. Actually it stopped before but came back from its grave. It comes with a creepy sound, telling her that she has never been enough, she's ...

I am afraid, but I will brave my heart to continue.

Dear frightened heart,I know you wanted to continue loving but you are afraid to be hurt. I know you're ready, but the fear is still there. Be brave to fall in love with beautiful places, with beautiful people, and with moments. Fall in...

To the Anxious

To the Anxious. I’m writing this for you. I know you, you are this vibrant soul and everyone knows you are this happy person. You are always the encourager, yet right now you wanted to be encouraged. How are you love? Perhaps, you...

Ang Kalungkutan ay Suwail na Bisita

Madalas siyang bumibisita sa 'yo, sa tuwing kakatok siya sa pintuan ay agad-agad mo itong bubuksan, hindi ka mag-aalinlangan— malugod mo siyang tatanggapin at pauupuin pa sa malambot na sofa habang dala-dala niya ang mga pasalubong n...

Soon You’ll Get Better

I was listening to Taylor Swift's Soon You'll Get Better and as I ponder its words, I realized, this song is for me. If you haven't heard the song, please do take time to do so. According to Taylor, it's for her mom. But as a list...