Saloobin.

Ang saloobin. Magandang araw , ok ka lang ba? kamusta ka? sana ikay ok lang. madaming akong tanung! madami akong nais malaman. mahal mo ba talaga ako o sadya ka lang napipilitan? sa bawat oras na ikay kausap , sa bawat oras na ikay n...

Andito nanaman, sa mundo.

Andito nanaman ako sa mundo sa mundong di alam ang dulo isip ay sobrang lito tunay na nakakahilo huminga ka ng malalim baka sakali ay makakubli sa lilim lumalaban ng mataitim kahit mag sang natayo ng palihim wag pap...

I’m glad you knocked.

I recall every bit of it: Every tear drop. Every desperate cry. Every cutting attempt. Every lie that defined my being. The bitterness that no one and nothing can sugarcoat. The hatred I felt towards every cheerful person I met. ...

A Lost Lamb

I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does no...

To the Person with PTSD

Dear You, To my dearest, I know you are holding up so much today with your condition. Under this circumstance where the world felt so depressed and so are you. But I know you are battling for it every day with yourself. I know it is h...

Nothing, empty and bare..

Dark and empty spaces where you wait, Endlessly gives you sadness and fear... Light will shine upon you, that'll lead your path To either life or death itself... Random thoughts of darkness, Crypting through your thoughts... Con...

Secret Identity

In many instances & situations, I want to go back in time, rewind my life, go fix & change things in the past to make a difference in the present, stop or prevent any negative, unnecessary & nullifying aftermaths. But the realit...

alaala ng kahapon

Sa araw na ito, nakapagdesisyon na ako. Hindi ko na rin kaya. Balang araw, maiintindihan din ako ng nakararami. Balang araw, maiintindihan na rin nila ang nararamdaman ko. Simula sa araw na ito, sana ako naman ang pakinggan nila. Alam ko...

Bakit Ako Ang Nagbabayad?

Sa lahat ng pusong na-ghost mo Sa lahat ng pusong pinaasa mo Sa lahat ng matatamis sa salitang binitawan mo Sa lahat pusong dinurog mo Sa lahat ng pusong tumigas nang dahil sa'yo Sa lahat ng matang pinaluha mo Sa lahat ng hindi na nan...

Crazy Planet

The best way to get over someone is to turn her into a literature. After a month, walang nagbago. Siguro meron pero di sya noticeable. Gumagaan pakiramdam ko pero di to the point na handa na kong mamuhay ng normal. Pakiramdam ko umaasa p...

You’re a message worth opening for

We all feel ignored sometimes, as if no one is there for us.For some people, this is not just a feeling, but their reality. However, others may be overthinking and fail to recognize the friends they have. Why? Because of their many experien...

SADNESS MAKES ME WEAK

Sadness, loneliness, hopeless and worthless. I'm dealing with it without anyone's knowing. I try to push away the people who mattered to me.. I forced myself to fight the sadness alone despite the hardship.. Crying in the four corner of...

THE BATTLE

I thought depression is not real, I mean I have friends who suffer this kind of mental illness but I always think that it’s “only” a battle of your mind and on how you will deal with it. EASY. EASY FOR ME. I thought you can “easily” esca...

Heal 💚

Minsan, nakakalimutan ko na kung ano nga ba ang tunay na kahulugan ng kaligayahan, dahil matagal tagal na rin mula ng huli ko itong maramdaman. Hinayaan kong ang sarili ko'y balutin ng kalungkutan at malunod sa sarili kong mga insecurities....

Isolation

It came to me again, the defeat of falling into temptation Chains of guilt that will wipe out the things that you’re once sure of. From being loved to being nothing, meaningless and unworthy, Left the confidence of salvation, thin...

NO ONE IS SAFE

This pandemic , the virus spread fear anywhere But you never know , we have a bigger foe Not your ex, not your cravings but ourselves. Yes , no one is safe from this threat Dear brothers and sisters, I tell youVanguards and herd immunit...

Arise, my beloved!

Arise, my beloved Though winter has come And you felt you have none Remember, you have the One   Arise, my beloved Though sadness stole your youth Don't worry, soon you'll have your fruit Just let Me take care o...

They are worst

Why do I need to feel belittle? Is it because I can't have what I want? When everybody can do. He/She make this thing, He/She earn this stuff, He/She able to get this on fast, He/She can say everything, to anyone, to every shit. Ne...

Luha sa Kandila

Naranasan mo na bang umiyak sa gabi, ilang oras bago pumatak sa alas-dose ang kamay ng orasan hudyat na malapit na ang iyong kaarawan? Marahil oo, marahil hindi. Pero ipinapadalangin ko na sana hindi mo maranasan. Ibang-iba sa nakasanaya...

Sept. 9 1:43 am

When my mood suddenly change that doesn't mean that I want to be notice, perhaps you said something insensitively and that hurt me. When I rant about what I am feeling it's not because I want to be notice, maybe all my feelings that's been...

Pain Took It Away

I thought it was impossible. To feel nothing at all. Until it hit me. Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worth...

How Can I forgive If I Can’t Forget?

I keep asking myself what is wrong with me? Why I can't forgivr and forget? Am I on a right track? 2018 has been the year of this shit which I cannot force myself to forget him and forgive what he has done to me. Some people told me that it...

Questioning Sanity

As the rain pours down, rattling sounds on the ground. I asked, what has this life been into? Just lost in the middle of nowhere. Trying to seek the right place, doubts fill in. Like a piece of paper cramped by thy own hands. ...

Anong nangyari sa TAYO?

Pinaramdam mo sakin ang pagmamahal na walang katulad nung ikaw pa ay akin. Ni minsan hindi pumasok sa utak ko na kaya mo kong iwan. Naging kampante ako sa salitang “Hindi kita kayang iwan.” Masakit palang maiwan. Masakit palang mawalan. ...

Lost

Im lost. I don't know what kind of sin I've done in my past life to suffer in my present life. Bakit ako? Bakit akong hindi marunong bumitaw at marunong lumaban ang nahihirapan? Bakit akong niloko ginago pinagpalit at itinapong parang basur...

What I thought was the Last Night

Last night, I started preparing for sleep as early as I could. It wasn’t a good night. I was experiencing episodes of depression. Thoughts like I wouldn’t make it through; I wasn’t good enough; that there is no way I could make it victoriou...

Slave of Eerie Thoughts

Alone in a crowded room Finding out my new home Losing sanity amidst my plea Shadows of pasts pulling me. Sinking, drowning Tornadoes whirling, Cuts of roses I embrace Running exasperatedly in your maze. Lie after lie, Dreadful...

End

I was afraid that I can't make it. I am tired of faking all of it. I was so happy now and later I feel empty I feel broken from the inside yet I try to make it I am sad, Yes but I try to make sense out of nothing. I wanna cry out loud but ...

Depression to impression equation to be positive person

De+press=depress De is negative like decrease, degrade, etc.... so depress is negative feeling..... but if we replace the De with IM. Which means i'm, me, i, you... you can make your life better. Because im, me, i, is positive. Belive tha...

“I Feel Alone”

I feel alone It feels like my feelings are being torn Thinking everything is so hard Depending my life on a piece of card No pleasure in eating And either in sleeping I used to eat a lot I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’...