Mariang Iniwan

Si Mariang Iniwan yan ang nickname niya sa messenger ko. she’s my friend in Senior High and I had a crush on her pero hindi ko masabi and I don’t know how to confess and I have a feeling kung magtake risk ba ako or hindi? takot ako mareject? o sadyang torpe lang ako? I dont know! NGSB ako (no girlfriend since birth)  hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko sinusulat ito and I am a 20years old 2nd year college student I have a mixed feelings and I don’t know how to deal with it. Am gonna tell you a story she’s my friend when I was in Senior High school and she’s broken hearted at that time at deads na deads siya dun sa crush niya since elementary. then pasok ako bigla sa buhay niya kinomfort ko jan at naging M.U (magkasintahang unggoy)/fling kami noon lagi ko siyang kinakausap araw gabi walang palya may mga times nga na binibilhan kopa ng bearbrand bago pumasok sa school para “Tibay Araw-Araw” daw siya. siguro alam niya rin na may crush ako sa kanya at ayaw niya lang siguro mag assume napaka simpleng babae ni maria she’s the strong and independent woman na nakilala ko. one day after 2 years college na kami neto, nagkayayaan kumain sa labas. syempre Game na game ako at masaya ako kasi makikita ko siya eh. nung nandun na ako I was shookt di ako makasalita and parang iniiwasan ko siya I was confuse I don’t know why. at hindi ko rin siya matitigan sa mata, is this katorpehan? lol am writing this because I was confuse in the past days wala lang share ko lang sa inyo. pero syempre di ako susuko Im waiting for the right time to execute am just going to invest my feelings for now. I need to prepare in so many ways and prove myself, I will pursue her knowing more of the girl if you will be a good match rather than prolong the dating stages and after long time you dated, the girl will tell you that you two are not a good match this is an advise to prevent heartaches. but am sure she’s worth the wait.