You did not leave me, you just stopped talking to me. Though I never saw you after, I often talk about you. How you make me happy, sad and confuse all at the same time.

You did not leave me, you just chose yourself. I was lost and messed up. You have a perfect life and taking me in means dealing with unpleasant things.

You did not leave me at all for I refuse to let you go. I’m holding on to all the hurt you gave so it can’t be used against me. I am using it as a lesson, weapon and direction. 

And if our paths cross I would proudly say, that I’m better without you and your selfish ways.