I’ve been hurt so many times that I almost thought I wasn’t enough for everyone. I’ve been cheated on and that made my self-confidence shattered. I’ve been sleeping with a heavy heart. I’ve been smiling knowing I wasn’t really that happy all the time. I’ve been sleeping with my wet pillowcase every night. Nobody notices my tears, nobody knows about the scars that are left into my heart. I begged God every night to heal me. I asked Him for happiness, I asked Him for an angel and He finally gave what I’ve been praying for a long time. He gave me someone, and I suddenly realize all this time it’s always been you.  

I can still remember the first time we talked and how I felt that afternoon. It’s almost five years ago when I first met you, but too sad we didn’t say hi even just once. I gathered all the courage in the world to talk to you for the first time and it turns out to be the beginning of our love story. All this time it’s always been you. When your eyes met mine my heart whispered your name. I love how you became my lover. I love to wake up every morning because I know I will always start a day with you. I never see myself as beautiful as a rose but you came into my life and made me realize that I am more than that. It feels like I am a sunflower that being mixed on a field of roses “You’re one of a kind” you said. I will always be thankful that I have you. Universe let me meet you. Kismet does really exist. Thank you for bringing out the different kind of me. Thank you for seeing my worth more than I do. I thank God that He let me have you, and I will always pray that may He let me love you today and for the rest of my life.