Am I really in love?

 

I can’t remember when I started to be in love or  did I really in love? HAHA.
How I fell in love was like a love stories on anime  I used to watch, yeah it such an epic love stories.
Apparently I think I am in love currently, wew HAHA Wait what?
Sucks! this feeling is weird , I used to like someone and I know that it’s just normal  but this time… lol who knows.
I feel like I’m in love on a different level a far from my so called “normal”. Tsk. I don’t get it too.
But do you know that I’m still NBSB? Yes I love them unconditionally HAHAHA.
Just so you know that I’m not that girl who will show up everything just to get who she wants. Well I think it’s necessary right now. LOL.
I don’t know why I chose a guy who can’t love me back over a guy who’s willing to love me. Coz you know I just can’t.
Honestly I can’t see myself in a relationship, I’m too naive to roam around the circle of love. Yeah I’m scared.
I refrain myself from taking love seriously maybe family dissapointment also frightens me.
Anyways I’m too young.
I don’t mind if love will drive me crazy just so you know that I have my seat belt. Smirk*
I’m an avid fan of destiny let’s see how my love story will be. Ara ara~