I’ve already heard a lot about you before I really knew you. I was never curious until someone told me the reason behind your story and found out, you wanted to get into my life. That was the time I got to know you more, and realized, my thoughts about you were wrong.
I also wanted to know you deeper so I opened my heart for you and accepted you in my life. We became closer, I got to share to you everything. You were always there when I need you. You were by my side when I’m happy, even when I’m sad. You were like a best friend. You never leave me. We were inseparable.
But one day, everything has changed. Is it me? Or is it you?
I met someone else, you just let me. That someone held my hand, you let go of the other. I asked you what’s wrong, you didn’t say a word, you just remained silent. That someone told me to leave you, but you know what’s funny? Yes, I left you for that someone, but that someone left me too!
Now I’m so alone, you’re not with me anymore.
“Are you not coming back anymore?”
And when I asked, a voice came to me saying,
“I’m not coming back cause I never left you.”
“But, you did!” I blamed you.
“Remember when you met that someone? I just let you because I want you to have your own decision, I just got your back but you never asked for my help. Remember when that someone held your hand? I didn’t let go of the other, you’re the one who let go of mine. Remember when you ask me what’s wrong? Yes, I remained silent because I wanted to listen to you, but you never shared it with me anymore.”
I saw your sad eyes, but still managed to smile. I felt sorry and asked for forgiveness.
“Will you still accept me after leaving you?”
“Of course!”
“Lord, why?”
“Because I love you, my child.”
