She always smile. Did you saw it?
Yes! You saw it!
But did you ever look at her eyes when she smile?
I guess you’re not.
She’s smiling but when you look at her eyes, you can see all the pain,
all the pain that she’s hiding for almost half decade.
You gave her letters, aren’t you?
When she received those letters, do you saw her smile? I know you saw it. You saw it with your two brown eyes how she smile. But did you ever look at her eyes? I guess you’re not.
You gave her gifts, aren’t you?
When she received those gifts, do you saw how glad she was? How happy she was? Yes,You saw how glad and happy she was. But did you ever look at her eyes? I guess you’re not.
She’s always hurt. Did you saw it?
Yes I know, I know that you didn’t saw it.
And I guess, she deceived you with those smile.
Those smile that hides all the pain,
All the pain that she’s hiding for almost half decade.
You gave her letters, aren’t you?
Letters that she often read.
Letters that made her lips smile
Letters that made her eyes cry
And letters that contains with this line,
“Rest, I know you’re tired’
You gave her gifts, aren’t you?
Gifts that she often hold.
Gifts that made her soul happy.
Gifts that contains rope and blades
And gifts that pushing her to end all the pain, all the sorrow she felt in her entire life.
Those smile that she always wear,
Those smile that you always see.
I guess, you will never see it again.
She did her best to fight all the pain,
all the pain that she’s hiding for almost half decade. I am sorry, but pain was stronger than her.