He is brave enough to admit mistakes,
But not brave enough to take a risk and reciprocate.
Maybe he is not ready yet.
Maybe his wounds still bleed and hurt.
Maybe he still has the trauma of his cold and dark past
That his pain turned into spikes and impaled people around him.
He feels sorry for himself.
He is running blind and confused. He is lost.
He doesn’t know what he really wants and where he wants to be.
In his mind, he wants to disappear,
But his heart screams “I just want to be found”
But no one comes to find him.
His heart is longing for something. Something that’s familiar, Something that he experienced long time ago.
He still has hope,
That someday along the road he’s gonna meet someone
That will make his mind, heart and soul alive again.