Closure, Moving On 01

I came to realize that unless I admit to myself that I have fallen in love with you, I will never get closure to what had happened between us. I will never be fully okay. I will never be at peace.

Perhaps it is time to admit it to myself so that finally I will be free.

I will be free from pain in knowing that we cannot be together. I will be free of this heart ache that has been with me from the beginning. I will be free from my misery.

Yes, I loved you.

I loved you then even how many times I have denied it to you and to myself.

I loved you. I don’t know the exact reason why. But I do.

I loved you.

I love you, still.

And I pray that I will get past loving you.

Because I want closure.

Because I want to move on.

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