(Crash, Landing, On Yeshua)
I will share to you how vengeful I was.
When I was still wandering the world, not knowing my purpose yet, I’d love to play the role of “Maghihignati ako! Hinding-hindi ako mag-papa api”. And yes, nagagawa ko yun madalas.
Even my friends, kahit sila yung naaapi, ako yung naghihiganti para sa kanila.
Nagpapaka Hero sa maling paraan.
Naaalala ko pa nga nung inaway yung isa kong kaibigan na sobrang bait, parang di marunong magalit yun, pinaghiganti ko siya. Nakita ko kasi siyang nagalit at sa pagkakaalala ko umiiyak sya nun. Kaya ang ginawa ko, kinilala ko ang manliligaw nung umaway sa bestfriend ko.
Itago natin sa pangalang Stella yung umaway sa bestfriend ko at Ronald naman dun sa manliligaw ni Stella.
I was so strategic in doing my revenge for my friend. Naging close ko si Ronald and we became friends for real. But before that, he doesn’t have any idea na kaya ko siya kina-ibigan dahil gusto ko lang mag higanti kay Stella and it was a success!
Sa kabila nun, naging sila parin at kalaunan nag hiwalay din. At nagpatuloy naman ang friendship namin ni Ronald.
Pero kung iisipin. Grabe talaga yung gumamit ako ng ibang tao, INOSENTENG TAO, para ang magawa ko yung palano ko. Yes, sa una masaya kasi feeling ko ang galing-galing ko. Pero hindi pala sya worth it!
As days go by, andami kong na realize lalo na nung may nakilala ako na nagpabago ng pananaw ko. Dahil dun, napuno ng pagmamahal ang puso ko.
Imbes na paghihiganti, natuto akong magpatawad and I also learned how to choose my battles. Nakakapagod at nakakaubos din kaya ng time yung PAGHIHIGANTI and hindi ko naman kinaganda yun!
It’s Jesus who changes me and He’s continually working in my life.
This is just one of my testimonies and if you happened to be my friend, you surely know how I was transformed by God.
Process naman lahat, may iba nga lang na instant transformation just like Paul in the Bible who was previously named as Saul.
Pero iba iba man ang pacing natin, basta’t patuloy lang sa pag usad kasama ang Diyos, makakarating din tayo sa paroroonan natin.
I will leave you verses that keep me holding on in any season.
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Though you have made me see troubles,
many and bitter,
you will restore my life again;
from the depths of the earth
you will again bring me up.
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You will increase my honor
and comfort me once more.
I pray that whatever you are struggling right now, you will be delivered in Jesus’ name!
It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. –Galatians 5:1 NIV
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