We are total strangers yet we clicked. I don’t know if its just me but I guess I find comfort while talking to him.
Minsan lang ako magkagusto at mag-first move pero siguro wala talaga. Ako nakipagkilala (virtually) sa kanya. We became friends and became each other’s constant for almost six months.
I’ve given hints that I am looking for the one but maybe he just don’t care. Perhaps, I am just a stranger so why would he care?
The feeling is weird and I’m being irrational. Is it even true that I am attracted to someone that I haven’t met yet? Did I just fell with my imaginary version of him? Could I really believe everything that I am seeing and hearing in my screen? Why would I be attracted with someone who couldn’t lift a finger to get me know me deeper? My mind keeps bugging me with various questions that I couldn’t comprehend.
Confusion and feelings messed my simple life kaya kahit mahirap at masakit nagpaalam ako. I know we could develop this friendship longer and better but I chose to let go because I’m falling for him. Tingin ko di pa ako talaga handa. Bukod dun, mahirap naman kumapit kung nagiisa lang. I am really grateful that I met someone like him and I sincerely wish him happiness and success in life. It’s true that even as of this date I am still struggling to fight this feeling even though we no longer have communication but I believe I will survive. I can survive. 🙂
Lagi ko na lang pinaalalahanan ang sarili ko at medyo nagmumukha na ako eng-eng pero ok lang.
Woman, set your bar high.
Always remember that a true man will pursue you. Sya ang magpupursue sayo, hindi ikaw (emphasis on this). *Tune in – Lagi mong Tatandaan by Parokya ni Edgar*
Precious ka, prinsesa ka.
“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” –Proverbs 4:23
Know that you are doing a good job. Just keep it up and trust in God. 🙂