Scary. It is scary.
Getting hurt. Getting broken. Getting scarred.
Doesn’t make sense when you know you have the purest love you know you can give.
How did this happen? Why does it have to happen?
How do you ever go back to better days? Or do you ever get to?
To the person looking back at me in the mirror:
It is hard and it will get harder. You wanna trust again, but it is difficult. It will be and as the days go by, you’d get hurt even more. People will talk behind your back. Friends will betray you. You will tell yourself you should’ve done it differently, and you will promise yourself that you would.
You’d question your worth. You’d question yourself what went wrong. You’ll find no answers. Silent walls. Quiet, empty rooms. That’s all you would ever get.
But it is not the end. It is just the beginning of another journey you have to take on. Place your trust in Him. He who never abandons. He who never fails. He who never inflict you pain. Place your heart in His hands. He knows what’s best for it. He knows how to take care of it. Trust His timing. Trust His words. He is all that you need.
