I was hesitant at first
You look good that is why i’m scared
You showed me that You are reachable
You allowEd me to know you more
As i knew you deeper
The feeling is like riding on a roller coaster
I wanted to stop but you were always there
You made me smile but until when?
My stubborn heart kept on insisting
to just enjoy the moment even though it’s limited
Yes, you were free but captured by the past
the past that kept haunting you, that is why moving on is so hard
It breaks me inside but Why can’t I stop
I am sure because I didn’t wanna lose you like that
thank u for being there
when no one wanted to listen
Thank u for the talks
for sharing all of your thoughts
thank u for the love
never have i imagined that i will Be this bad
thank u for the sadness
thank u for the jealousy
thank u for allowing me to show i care…freely
I know I’m strong but it’s You i cannot ignore
Your smile is priceless
Your genuine effort is truly the best
But i know that in the end, only memories will stay
But this time, i risked, coz i know i am happy
i knew this feeling will not have a label
Mixed signals and emotions were overwhelming
But one thing is for sure and i am certain
that You and i were having the same feeling
But i told myself to stop believing because
I am afraid of the future and you are captured by the past
I’m scared, i’m scared, u know why?
this is new to me but i don’t want to stop
i wanted to be brave and fight for my luck
coz my feeling is real and Hiding is hard
thank u for allowing me to experience a love that is quite fast
how it is to love, even though i am in doubt,
i can’t read ur mind but your actions are clear
sometimes i question myself if these things really matter
I overthink a lot, looking for answers
but only you can calm my stormy feeling
I have now accepted that soon we will be apart
that only memories will be kept in the box
no more regrets and what ifs to ask
just borrowed time 💔 and heartache to look back
Because i took the bait…
i knew from the start.
