If I am Not HER

Just if after all that we have been through I am meant to say good bye and wave to you as I walk out of the door of your life, I want to tell you that you added a bright color to my life’s rainbow. My heart would never have been fearfully brave and happily ignorant if you were not the man who awaken my heart from its long slumber. Thank you! I discovered my capacity to love in extent to what I am required of.

    Just if after all those stories we have told to one another I am meant to say “the end” and close the book, I want to tell you that you can still live happily ever after the “US”. My heart would never have been hopefully romantic and blissfully innocent if you were not the man who made fairy tales come to life. Thank you! I discovered my capacity to believe that forever doesn’t have to be forever to be everlasting. 

    Just if after all those places we have been to I am meant to pack my things and walk away from you and utter my saddest goodbye, I want to tell you that you made my travel worthwhile. My heart would have never been firmly expectant and adventurous if you were not the man who accompanied me and held my hand during the walk. Thank you! I discovered how far I can go just to be with someone I love.

    Just if after all the secrets we revealed to each other I am meant to hide in oblivion and vanish like I never existed in your life, I want to tell you that everything about us will be kept private-locked inside a special box in my memory. My heart would have never been so gentle and silent if you were not the man who taught me that truth lies in silence. Thank you! I discovered that I can feel someone’s love by having the free access to his dark room and still be able to stay. 

    Just if after all the time we spent together, I am meant to leave on time and wave good bye, I want to tell you that those times with you are more precious than gold. My heart would have never been beating three times faster than before if you were not the man who made my clock a blessing and a curse (blessing because I’m with you, curse cause I always have to leave and go home without you). Thank you! I discovered that the value of time depends to whom you spend it with. 

    Just if after all I did to show you I love you I am meant to say good bye and slowly fade in the picture of your life I want to tell you that, loving you would be never be written on the list of my regrets. My heart would have never been that happy and valued if you were not the man who treated me right as a lady. Thank you! I discovered that I am still worth it. 

    Just if after all of what I’ve become for you I am meant to take my hands off of yours, I want to tell you that your hands made me feel safe. My heart would have never been owned if you were not the man who wrapped your arms around me. Thank you! I discovered that I need someone to hug me every time. 

    Lastly, 

    JUST IF I AM NOT “HER” whose meant to stay by your side forever, that’ll be fine. JUST IF “HER” is someone better. JUST IF “HER” is the “HER” whose meant to wipe all your tears and turn your blueness to happiness. JUST IF “HER” is the “HER” whose name is written in the stars that is meant to twinkle to light your cloudy sky, that will be fine. That will be fine, (if I’m not “HER”) ONLY IF “HER” is someone better than I.

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By Berna Mine

A wallflower

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