I’m keeping you in my Journal

When you need saving and someone took your hand saying na hindi ka niya iiwan.
What do you think the weak in me could do?
I know I should have been stronger
I should have guarded myself but no.
I let him in sa puso mong matagal nang naghahanap ng magmamahal
I guess I have lowered my standards or I’ve totally lost it for once
I knew that your life is one choice away from a different story.
I never thought making that choice isn’t that easy
It is easier said than done ika nga.
At isinusulat ko ang kwentong ito hindi para paulit-ulit na masaktan
O umasang may bukas pang babalikan
Alam ko lang na sa ngayon kailangan kong ilahad ang parte ko ng katotohanan
Pag nagmamahal ka handa ka talagang masaktan
Pero pag nasasaktan ka na at tuluyan ka nang iiwan
Gusto ko pa ring marinig sa’yo ang salitang “Paalam”
–kahit nangako kang hindi mo ako iiwan