An openletter to my ex, that after we broke up, she choose to be the number two of another guy.
First, to that man who bring you there, Hindi mo po ikanagwapo Yong pagkakaroon mo Ng mistress. So please be a man, giving up to your other woman will be the best decision you can contribute to this world full of single man.
Marami parin akong tanong, sinubukan mo namang sagutin, pero bakit feeling ko Hindi parin nasagot.
I always asked her why you choose to be mistress?
Don’t you have any choice?
Are you happy to be number two?
When all the blames and questions is on the mistress. We forgot that there is one guy who choose to have two relationship at the same time.
I secretly told myself, Kung Hindi ba tayo bumitaw sa isat-isa noon, pipiliin mo paring malagay sa ganyang sitwasyon? I know, I don’t have the right to judge you, but honestly I don’t really understand your decision right now.
You are smart, an achiever and beautiful. You always want to be the number one, way back on our college days. But what happened now? You said, that’s love, I think it’s not. Because if that’s love,
bakit kailangan may kahati?
Bakit kailangan Hindi ka priority?
Bakit kailangan itago?
Bakit kailangan may schedule?
Bakit maraming Hindi pwede?
Bakit Hindi proud?
Bakit mas madalas mag-isa ka?
Bakit hindi mo maisama sa mga gatherings?
Pero bakit nga Mahal mo?
Gusto kitang hilahin ulit pabalik sa mundo ko.
At Alisin lahat ng bakit sa buhay mo.
Sa pangalawang pagkakataon, itatama nating dalawa lahat ng maling nangyari sa buhay mo.
Pero naisip ko, Hindi pala ako dapat Ang gagawa ng desisyon para sayo, dapat ikaw sa sarili mo marealize mo Kung gano ka kahalaga sa mundo Ng magulang mo. Gaano ka inalagaan Ni Lord para ibigay lahat NG pangagailangan mo. At Hindi ka lang dapat maging pangalawa.
Sana maisalba mo yong sarili mo sa ganyang sitwasyon. Sana makabalik ka sa panahon na lagi Kang inuuna. Ipagdadasal Kita.