Meeting you was a faith
Becoming your friend was a choice
But falling in love with you is beyond my control
Yet, this time, letting you go is a painful decision
Now, tell me
How can I let go of the person I truly love?
How can I let you go if every time I tried to turn my back from you, I always ends up loving you more
I have tried it many times but I always fail
How can I let you go if I always look forward to see you everyday
How can I let you go if you always made my day
How can I let you go if you still show cares, affection, and attention to me
How can I let you go if you always make me feel special
I tell you, it is not easy
It is harder than I have imagined
But why do I need to let you go even if you treat me so well?
Letting you go means I am choosing myself
Letting you go means I am saving myself
Letting you go means protecting my peace
Letting you go is an act of obedience to God’s command
Letting you go means saying Yes to God
Letting you go means turning from my sins
Letting you go means my reconciliation to God
Letting you go means embracing the blessings ahead
I have made up my mind
And sorry for I have not informed you about this
Yes, it was painful but I really need to do it
Everyday we see each other and talk
But that is not enough
Beacuse, everyday I still missed you
I missed the old us
I still wish to do the things we did before
I can vividly recall the memories we shared together
I can still feel the warmth of your embrace
I can still remember how you hold me, your hugs and even your simple brush on my hair
I can still recall how you tried to make me smile when I’m down
And truly I say to you, I missed all those things
As much as I want to do it once more
The more I am eager to intentionally end our relationship
No matter how happy we are, still it was wrong
I’m letting you go not only to save myself but I want also to save you
I’m letting you go to protect you also from destruction
It feels so good but slowly it destroys us and soon the people around us will be affected too
We need to stop this no matter how much we like it
Let us end this before the worse gets worst
I’m letting you go not because I don’t love you anymore
I’m letting you go because I love you and I want to protect you
I love you so much that I am willing to sacrifice my happiness for your betterment
Thus, I am letting you go.