When love is uncertain, maybe it’s a no for now.
Kung hindi rin naman pure ang intentions mo para sakin, wag na lang muna. Don’t bother me, kasi sa panahon ngayon hindi natin alam kung yung love ba na pinapakita sa atin is pure, sincere and unconditional. Self-love isn’t selfish, I am just guarding my heart. I don’t want to see myself again begging for the love na hindi pala sa’kin at hindi kailanman magiging akin. I don’t want to chase someone anymore, kasi sa kakahabol ko mas lalo itong lumalayo. Nakakatakot to see myself again being blinded by the love na akala ko totoo, akala ko ako lang. The love I thought it will be reciprocated but not.
But I will not stop waiting for the love that is really worth the wait. The love that is sincere, pure and worth to risk. Ang pag-ibig na hindi ko hinihingi, kusang binibigay. Yung hindi ko kailangang maghabol dahil kusa itong lalapit sa akin. I will keep on praying for that love. And to that person who destined for me, wherever you are just enjoy the phase of life you have. We’ll see each other in the end of the lines. Let the stars align for us, if we were meant for each other the universe will find a way. But now let just have ourselves first, sarili muna natin. When the time is right, when love is right.
We will wait for our season, when love is certain it’s a yes.