I’m sorry,
After I left you, there was a feeling that keeps me awake every night.
Unknowingly on my subconscious mind, i am thinking about you
Is my decision to say goodbye on our 6 long years of relationship is the
biggest mistake of my life?
Did I made wrong choices? Did I made another mistake?
I am really selfish and self- centered?
I am guilty, and its hunts me every night.
Did my over thinking brought me into my biggest despair?
I want to say I am really sorry, for all broken promises.
For all efforts and plans that has been wasted.
I’m sorry for the time, for 6 long years that you spent on me.
I’m sorry for choosing not to stay.
I’m sorry if I caused you so much pain, and for all troubles that I made.
I’m sorry, if I did not say good bye properly. And I am sorry if I already
decided to leave before you know it.
I’m sorry, for not giving you time to build yourself again on our
relationship.
And I am really sorry that I already gave up on us.
Even leaving you behind is my decision;
I will always want you the best and best of your life.
I always wanted you to be happy and fulfilled.
I always wanted that all of your dreams may come true.
I always pray for your safety and good health including your family.
Even I gave up on us, I won’t, and I will never give up believing in you.
It just me, that blocking the very best relationship that you can have with
perfect someone in the future.
I just believed that what we shared are all genuine and truth.
I just got tired. And this is me. Leaving you behind.
This is me, signing off being HANSY PATOOTSY.
