Never Again Then

 

I was stucked on you for almost 2 years,

I fought alone,

Hoping one day it’ll be us again,

I hoped alone.

Do you know how it is hard to beg to God,

To heal me,

To stop the pain,

To escape from you.

Torn between “will I cry or not?”

Because they said “Crying is good for the soul”

But how can?

Every time I try to cry, the pain grows even more.

I was stucked for almost 2 years,
I fought for almost 2 years,
I hoped for almost 2 years,
I loved you for almost 2 years, alone.

And I am tired.

Maybe I was wrong.

Maybe it’s not really us.

Maybe I was just an experience and not your better half.

Maybe it was just me all along.

I thought I’ll love you more again,

But I was tired so,

Never again then.

By Roxanne Serrano

I am definitely created and molded by God. I am growing in His pace.

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