If it is pure, I will not come out bitter but will be grateful for what God has preserved for both of us.
Some people will always be important, with or without a conversation. I’m not in a relationship. I’m just in love with the woman inside my prayer.
Ang sarap ma-in love. Pero, kapag tinampal ka ng reality na you are not yet prepared or developed in fundamental aspects of yourself as a right partner with the one you love to pursue and be with. You may be feeling discouraged, disappointed, and hopeless romantic. Because you know that even how pure your intention for her was, you’re still a work-in-progress man.
You’re not afraid of rejection. Because you believe that every rejection is redirection. It is just that as a date-to-marry person, you do consider the vitality of understanding the timing, commitment, and possible accountability.
And since you want to pursue her with high hopes. Courage and pure intention are not enough for motivation and assurance. You value preparedness for the endurance and resilience of taking the risk that you believe is worth risking the journey of pursuit.
Biblically, when Jacob pursued Rachel, it took him many years of sacrifices, endurance, resilience, and willingness to win her no matter what.
Sa ngayon, ito lang yung expression ng feelings at intention ko para sa’yo: “Hindi ako sigurado kung posibleng maging tayo. Pero, sigurado ako sa intention ko at kung bakit kita gusto.
I know you’re doing nothing to me. And I like you even more. When I am thinking of you? I pray and hope that you’re good each day with simpleng parinig and….
You are lovable and valuable as you are.
At the end of the day, you’re still the one I love to be with.
Little did you know that even your quiet presence means a lot to me—you’re my sanctuary and serenity.
Yet, I completely understand, I’m still a work-in-progress man. And I don’t want to bother you either. Your pace, your peace, and your priorities. I appreciate you for inspiring me to become a better man even though you’re not doing anything and to cultivate this pure intention for you or for the woman that God preserved.”
Timing matters, especially God’s timing. Makuntento na lang rin muna ako na masaya sa’yo habang pinagmamasdan ka sa malayo.
Not chasing you, but pursuing you in prayer.
Letting our souls discern, understand and formulate a genuine connection with each other.
We may grow individually until God connects us in His timing and provisions.
However, praying is not insisting on my demand and want to God. Anupa’t nag-pray ako sa Kanya for divine intervention kung will ko rin lang ang masusunod diba? (Proverbs 3:5-6, Jeremiah 17:9-10)
As a Christian, my prayer should always be, “Lord, siya po yung ipinapanalangin ko. Pero, kung hindi man po siya ang kalooban Mo, MAGTITIWALA pa rin ako Sa’yo.”
If this love is pure, whether you are or not the one that God’s answer to my prayer, I will not come out bitter but will still be grateful for what He has preserved for both of us.
PS: Sa bawat araw na darating, ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang pipiliin. Until God revealed the answer to our prayers.
Praying for you,
—Ry