Sadness, loneliness, hopeless and worthless.
I’m dealing with it without anyone’s knowing.
I try to push away the people who mattered to me..
I forced myself to fight the sadness alone despite the hardship..
Crying in the four corner of the dark room thinking no one cares..
Scared to tell others how i feel ..
I was afraid they would judge me and leave me if they find out what i was going through..
I dont want to be burden to the people i care ..
I don’t know if they understand me
They might have pity on me or they might just laugh at me
So I choose to hide it to myself even it is to hard..