I am in love with a person who is unsure of his feelings…
I met him last year. Nagsimula sa pangaasar hanggang makilala ko siya at magustuhan ko siya. Lumalim yung feelings pero tinago ko lang.
Nagkaron ng mga pagkakataon na parang pinapakita niyang gusto niya ko kaya naman umasa ako. We talked for a month then nagstop, hanggang yung mga conversation namin puro personal nalang. Madalang pero deep talks.
Lalo akong nafall nung mas nakilala ko na siya. I like how family-oriented, responsible, caring, gentleman, and God-fearing he is. Pero syempre di parin ako umamin kahit na gustong gusto ko na siya.
Then, nitong nakaraang buwan, I decided to take the risk and tell him.
I told him that I like him. Then I asked him if it’s mutual. He didn’t give me a straight answer. He said he doesn’t want to say things if he’s not yet sure with his answer.
Gusto kong i-take as no yung sagot niya but every time I see him, yung feelings ko bumabalik.
I guess I’ll just wait until my feelings were gone. And hopefully, if he likes me, he’ll tell me before it’s too late. At least wala akong what if kung sakali man.
But, every day, I still pray for him.