I appreciate everything you have done for me. You make me happy, and I admire how patient you are as you wait for my response. I want to keep the word I said to you honestly. I want to make it happen. Since it is what my heart says, I want to say “I like you” every minute we spend together. I was first quite fearful that everything would change and that your love for me wouldn’t be sincere and persistent. I appreciate your efforts and your sincerity in dealing with me. I value your efforts and your genuineness in dealing with me.I appreciate you constantly keeping an eye out for me.
I am aware that lately things have been difficult and that we are both stressed and exhausted in our current situation. And our recent arguments show how the stress has been negatively affecting our connection to one another. I apologize, my trust issues seem to be getting worse by the day. Sorry if you have to experience the feelings you have because of me. It’s just hard for me to trust you after I felt betrayed by people whom I thought to be on my side. Trust issues went so high that I don’t believe in words anymore, but I’m working on it, I promise.
I genuinely enjoy being around you. Although you are aware that I won’t like it, I appreciate you being open and honest about your past. I hope that despite the circumstances, you will continue to be truthful. It’s okay if you had a change of feelings or stop courting if you find that you are unable to handle me at this point in my life. I’m at my worst right now, and if we stay together, there will be a time were I’ll be at my worst as well. If you feel that you cannot handle me, respectfully leave. I want to be with you since I like you, but it’s okay.
I know sometimes I can be a bit oblivious and distant, but trust me, it doesn’t mean that you are not a priority in my life.
I sincerely apologize
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