We’re friends

It feels good to fall in love.

It feels good to feel loved.

Was it still good if you catch yourself having feelings for a friend?

Friendship turns into romantic relationship is common nowadays, but still it feels different–for me.

He was my safe zone. He is the only one I can open up to. He make himself available for me.

But..

I can’t risk the friendship of how many years yet I can’t even control my feelings. The feeling was too strong.

I don’t know how and why I catch this feeling to a friend. I felt guilty.

I know all of his heartbreaks, he told me stories about his family, his frustrations, his friends – I know all of it.

I don’t want him to think that I took advantage of his vulnerability to be close with him.

Help me.

I can’t pursue my feelings and I can’t hangout less with him because he is my friend.

What should I do?

By Pau

not so special but not so common college girl

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