I wrote this because there’s too much burden in my heart. There’s too many unanswered questions left in my head. Maybe it’s better if those questions should just be left unanswered.
Maybe it’s not worth waiting, it’s not worth fighting. Maybe, I deserve more than just being your “maybe”. Maybe I deserve a formal goodbye than giving me false hopes every time. Maybe I deserve so much more. Not like this. Not left with questions. Not left with maybe’s. Not left with false hopes.
Maybe a formal goodbye is so much better. Better than what I truly deserve.
Your eyes speak hope, your lips taste goodbye, your words make me bleed, you’re a whole lot of inconsistency. You made me dance through fire, you made my heart flutter, you let me down countless times, you saw me fall, yet you never showed empathy.
You’re the worst person I know, and I still love you. But now, I had to let you go.