I woke up this morning and the sun’s shining through the window
and it made me think of you
You have no idea how something you say can stay in my mind for a long time
Listening to music feels bland as compared to your voice
I crave you in ways words can’t describe. I just want to be near you
Distance doesn’t bother me, you’re worth every second of me waiting
What bothers me is the fact that many people see you daily and don’t understand how lucky they are to see you with their very own eyes
You were never in my vocabulary
Until one day, you became the only word I know
You were never supposed to mean this much to me
I was never supposed to fall so hard
I could watch you for a minute and find thousands of things I like about you
I desire every inch of you —
Your eyes that stare through my soul,
Your well-groomed clean cut hair as black as the darkest night,
Your smile that puts me in a trance
Even the parts of you that I don’t understand yet
To this day, you still give me butterflies just by saying “Hi”
The entirety of your being just sends me pure bliss
Future never did have any certainty
There is no next time, no second chance, no rewind
I want to be the one you didn’t see coming
I don’t have much to offer —
But I can give you late nights, long hugs, sweet messages, a hand to hold, someone to care for and someone who will always be there for you
You’re clouding up my mind
I want you here with me like how I pictured you
To run into your arms like it’s my favorite place to go
To kiss you in the middle of an argument
To hold your hand and wander the streets
I can talk to hundreds of people in one day but none of them compare to the smile you can give me in a minute
You will always be my special person
Even without saying I love you