I’ve been waiting for him for almost 4 years, pwede naman yun diba? Yung maghihintay ka sa kanya pero hindi niya alam? It’s just like you’re taking risk, gamble kung gamble without any assurance mula sa kanya. He knows that I like him, a lot but he can’t like me back. Signal na sana yun na stop na, itigil na pero umabot ng ilang taon? And up until now I’m still into him. I am busy admiring him from afar, ignoring people who wants to get my attention. I remember someone asked me “bakit hindi ka pa nag jojowa?” I answered “Masaya kasi pag single ka, walang ganito, ganyan” but the truth is I’m just making excuses. That’s the downside of this whole situation, I am making excuses kasi hindi sila “siya” hindi sila ang taong yun. “Hindi pa naman ako ready to get into another relationship” what a lame excuse di ba? Ready na, gusto ko na pero hindi kayo “siya” I’m stuck sa ganong situation, ang hirap pakawalan ang tao na kahit kailan hindi naman naging sayo.
Life is full of excuses sabi nga nila, pero valid ba talaga yang excuse na yan?