I keep apologising because I’ve been completely in the wrong to be so childish, I wasn’t the friend I should have been but I don’t want to lose you because I think you’re worth holding on to.
I’m honestly heartbroken, I’m really upset that I messed up and it was made me miserable for the past couple of months.
Every time we fought it hurt me more. I’m really struggling without you, we used to be best friends and you mean a lot to me, more than you know.
I hate fighting, especially with you. My mistake ruined our friendship and I don’t know how to make things right between us. Knowing that I did this to my best friend kills me. I don’t know what I was thinking and I hate myself for it.
Our friendship is too valuable to me. To find another friend like you would be impossible, you’re caring, sweet, patient, funny… I can go on and on, and it doesn’t feel right without you.
I didn’t mean for things to be like this and wish I could take everything back in place when we were close friends, I know I can’t, but I can show you that this will never happen again and I’m still the “one” you trusted and thought of as your bestfriend or your armour..
You genuinely mean the world to me and I can’t believe how much I miss you. I know you find it hard to believe and I’ve made it even harder for you to believe me and it’ll take time for you to feel ready to treat me the same like the old days.
I’m ready to wait until you can . A lot of people walk in and out of my life but you’re one of the few I ever really wanted to stay, and until I make things right with you, you’re going to be constantly on my mind.
I really do miss you so much and I don’t want to lose you. I made a mistake, and I really regret it.
I haven’t changed, I know you seem like I have but I really haven’t. You did see something in me and I hope I get the chance to show you that I am still here and prove to you I’m still someone you can trust.
This wasn’t easy for me to write, and I hope this letter helps show you just how I feel, how much you mean to me and how sorry I am. Whatever you decide I’ll always treasure our friendship and the good times we had. We went through a lot together, and you’re one of the few people I trust. You’re very special to me.
Please accept this apology and I hope you can forgive me; I can’t help believing everything will turn out okay, because I find it hard to think of my life without you in it anymore, and I’ll always be there for you.
