Bat Ganun?
Ang dami kong tanong na gustong masagot.
Napakaswerte ko dahil I’m already dating my long time crush ko.
Pero bakit parang may kulang, bakit parang may mali.
Mahalaga daw ako sa kanya kasi I’ve always been there for him.
Ano nga ba ang totoong nararamdaman niya para sakin?
Ito nga ba’y totoong pagmamahal katulad ng nararamadaman ko sa kanya or just trial and error lang niya para matukoy kung magwowork relationship naming dalawa?
Ang sakit isipin kung balang araw mawawala lang din ang anumang meron kami ngayon.
He’s a good guy, my ideal man. He is responsible. He has goals & dreams. He is kind & considerate. Bonus pa na he’s a good looking man.
Pero bat ganun? Kahit ansaya sa pakiramdam at sa isip na nasa stage kami of getting to really know each other and moving forward into entering a committed relationship, meron pa rin kulang,parang merong mali.
Maybe because the center of our relationship is ourselves, not the Lord.
Kahit anong gawin ko, everything keeps falling apart because the foundation is not stable enough.
Maybe it’s time to stop and start over, building ourselves individually in God first before coming together.
Our relationship was one of the things I wanted most in my life, but is it what God wants with my life too?
Have Your way Lord. Your way…