Ginawa ko to para sayo
Isang tao na naging parte ng buhay ko
The person who I fell in love with
At ang tao na nagparamdam sa akin ng unang sakit
It all started sa simpleng paghanga
Mula sa taong naghihintay ng himala
As what my friends say just a simple crush
But damn you always make my cheeks blush
Sino ba naman kasi ang hindi makakapansin
Amoy mong di ko matiis na di amuyin
Pabango mong ikaw lang meron
Juskopo nakaka turn on
That’s just how it goes
Pag ika’y naiisip di ako makapag-doze
Sa mess hall nga di ko maiwasang ika’y hanapin
Para naman ako’y ma-inspire kahit sa pagkain
But everytime our eyes would meet
Shit pancit paa ko’y nangangawit
Nahihirapan tuloy akong makapag cadence
Pag ika’y nasa platoon akoy na tetense
Napapa chin-in at brace up tuloy ako
Pugay di ko na alam gagawin ko
Pero kadete nga tayo diba
Dapat nadaramay wag ipahalata
Kaya crush crush lang muna
Pero naghahangad na mapansin mo sana
On the day you sent a friend request
My heart was truly at it’s best
Akalain mo yun the person you had a crush on
May chance na makilala mo ngayon
I didn’t hesitate to accept you agad
Hello! Opportunity na ito my God
And yes our chat started
Damn I was elated
Puso ko ngayo’y titibok-tibok
Just like how I hear the clock’s tiktok
At dun na nga nagsimula ang lahat
Lahat lahat dahil sa simpleng chat
As time goes by the chats go often
I didn’t hesitate naman to become more open
Matik gusto din pala kitang makilala
Same to you din naman siguro diba
So fastforward na tayo
Dun sa time na kilig na ako masyado
Ika’y nanligaw, at ika’y sinagot ko
Lihim lang to bawal malaman ng ibang tao
Matik ang saya ko chong!
Crush ko noon, boyfriend ko ngayon
Oh diba what a concept pero totoo
At first talaga I was hesitant
Baka trip mo lang ako in an instant
Pero I put off my guard’s down
And left all the doubts na lang
I decided to trust you
And I hoped for you to be true
I was really happy kung saan tayo umabot
Being in a relationship with you was never bagot
Kahit na wagas ka makapanlait
Di naman ako nagpapatalo diba ang sweet
First month was a blast
I hoped our relationship would last
Di ko nga expect na makagawa ng ka cheesyhan
Maybe I was so into you and made you one
But suddenly may dumating na bagyo sa buhay ko
Yung kinakatakutan kong malayo sayo
I remained positive sa nangyayari
Pero my doubts are getting back slowly
Like the cold breeze of laguna de bay
Napansin kong naging cold ka
It seems that something is not okay
So I asked you kung may problema ba
Sabi mo wala kaya ok na
Pero I felt talaga that there’s something wrong
I kept it to myself and kept holding on
Then time comes when we had a fight
You blocked me then I blocked you right?
Di ko alam gagawin so I asked what’s the problem
Twas my fault pala so I asked sorry back then
But still all the doubts keep on knocking
Teka lang baka I’m just overthinking
So yun I decided na hayaan ka na lang
Maybe you’ll just contact me naman
Then 2017 passed 2018 came
But still pakikitungo was stil lame
Honestly I was really saddened about it
Mahal ko nga eh ok lang kahit masakit
Those imissyou and iloveyou’s that was said before
How I wish na marinig ko this 2018 once more
All the doubts are kept hunting me all day
Ika nga nila if there’s a will there’s a way
So yun balikan niyo na
Nandito lang ako umaasa sinta
Umaasa na masabi mo ulit
Mga katagang sana iyong mabanggit
Kaya minsan naisip at natanong ko
“Bi mahal mo pa ba ako?”
So I decided to keep myself busy
Para di na kita maisip parati
Masakit man isipin
Kailangan ko tong gawin
Mahal nga kita eh
I loved you for who you are
Pero bakit ganun?
Akala ko tayo pero meron na palang kayo
Mas nauna pala kayo keysa sa tayo
Just wow! Ang sakit pramis ang sakit sakit
Di ko alam bakit
Bakit ba ako nasasaktan ng ganito
Siguro nga kasi minahal kita kahit napakagago mo
Pero wag kang mag-alala
Kasi ayoko na
Ayoko ng masaktan pa
Masakit mang bitawan kita ngayon
Pagbitaw ang naisip kong solusyon
Thank you for making me smile
And thank you kasi pinadama mo sa akin that I deserve someone better.