DEPRESYON

Nakakabaliw, nakakabinging katahimikan, Nakakalitong katanungan ang nasa puso’t isipan, Uhaw na uhaw sa mga kasagutan. Walang buhay, walang kulay, Buhay na punong puno na ng lumbay….   Laging nagiisip, Iniisip kung...

Pain Took It Away

I thought it was impossible. To feel nothing at all. Until it hit me. Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worth...

Soon You’ll Get Better

I was listening to Taylor Swift's Soon You'll Get Better and as I ponder its words, I realized, this song is for me. If you haven't heard the song, please do take time to do so. According to Taylor, it's for her mom. But as a list...

If ever you feel hopeless right now

It’s heavy, isn’t it? That you no longer recognize the person you’ve become and you couldn’t remember why you’re still fighting anymore. And maybe by now, you don’t know how to go back to those times when you still had love for everything y...

Nothing, empty and bare..

Dark and empty spaces where you wait, Endlessly gives you sadness and fear... Light will shine upon you, that'll lead your path To either life or death itself... Random thoughts of darkness, Crypting through your thoughts... Con...

A Lost Lamb

I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does no...

STOP!

Stop spending your time too much on pleasing people. Stop caring too much about other's opinion. Stop making nonsense judgement to yourself. Stop. Just stop. It doesn't help. It doesn't make your situation any better. The most cruel thing...

Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed.

Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed. First of all, I thank you for being honest with yourself. Thank you for letting your whole body know that there is something wrong with what you feel, there is something wrong with what you think. ...

To the Anxious

To the Anxious. I’m writing this for you. I know you, you are this vibrant soul and everyone knows you are this happy person. You are always the encourager, yet right now you wanted to be encouraged. How are you love? Perhaps, you...

To the Person Who Feels Tired and Empty

This is to you who has a battle that only himself knows. You may be feeling like you're about to give up, don't. The air you are breathing is one of the proofs that there's still hope, hope in Him who created this universe.   This is...

Wag Kang Hihinto

'Wag kang hihinto, Alam kong nasanay ka na sa bigat nitong mundo, na ang lindol ay nagsilbi bilang pampatulog mo, at ang bagyo ay tila hangin na lang na kumikiliti sa 'yong mga buto. Pero, 'wag kang hihinto. Alam kong alingawngaw ng ...

To the Man who was Unsure II

Dear You, I've learned a lot from what we had yesterday. You taught me grace. You taught me love. You taught me patience. You taught me hope. I've been growing because of what we had yesterday. And because of you leaving, I foun...

A Living Eulogy for Me

Deaar You, If there's one thing that I'd like to tell you, it would be: "Choose to love." You may find it absurd but yes, choose to love. You never go wrong when you love like Him. Choose to love after all the painful memories...

Move to, HINDI Move on.

Dear You, Tayo'y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako'y sayo't ika'y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin? Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space. Sabi mo kailang...

Makinig ka, pakiusap

Hindi isang imbentong salita hindi rin isang pagpapanggap para makawala sa mundong mapanira, Maniwala ka, Hindi ito isang pagtatago, pag sisinungaling o pag iimbento Dahil ang taong sinasabihan, tinatalikuran at inaayawan nyo ay ang ta...

Messenger Tragedy

Naka-offline ka, pero in another call ka... ay kaya pala online din siya... ... is in another call.Recording Voicemail.... missed your call. Alam ko na kung bakit,Paulit-ulit,lagi kong pinipilitpero bakit ang sakit? ...Kung buhay pa sigur...

His Undying Love

I was broken. I was alone. I want to restart. But I can't do it on my own.   I'm was in sorrow. I'm was in pain. I wanted to end this. And I care less.   There was this day. I decided to die. Bu...

Mahirap maging ako

Mahirap maging ako. Akala nila matalino ako. Akala nila magaling ako. Akala nila malakas ako. Akala nila masaya ako. Hindi ako matalino. Hindi ako magaling. Hindi ako malakas. Hindi ako masaya. Tanga ako. Ginagawa ko lang kung ano...

End

I was afraid that I can't make it. I am tired of faking all of it. I was so happy now and later I feel empty I feel broken from the inside yet I try to make it I am sad, Yes but I try to make sense out of nothing. I wanna cry out loud but ...

Depression

I was battling my depression. Once in a while I found myself crying in the middle of my sleep. Am I crazy? Or I'm just stressed out? I can't find myself in the right way. My path is now crooked and I was lost now. I'm crying but no one ...

“Mapagmahal pero mapanghusga”

Ako yung taong puro salita sabi nga nila Pero hindi nila alam na lahat ng aking ginagawa ay para sa kanila, Dahil ang mga nagsasabi nito ay ang aking pamilya Yung malaya kana man pero bakit parang nakakulong ka   Nakakul...

Irony of Life: Healing Hurts

Dear You, The memories, the people, and you. It can either make you or break you. It can help you make it through the path or can make you just give up. You know what’s the irony of life? It happens when you start making c...

Dear You with a Brave Heart

Dear You, Being brave and strong is a tough job. Sometimes you would want to breakdown but you can’t. Because someone’s relying on you. Sometimes you want people to see you vulnerable but they don’t seem to notice. Because they think th...

She Needs You

She cried for help. But no one noticed. She smiled. She said she’s okay. Everyone believed that she’s fighting. But she was alone in the dark. Nobody tried to listen to her. She tried to be positive around people she loves. She kept t...

Dear anyone,

You may not really know much about me but that doesn't matter. What matter is how much you know about yourself. I am writing this letter for your sake because I know that you have something troubling you. You might deny it in front of ever...

OVERTHINKING 1.0

  OVERTHINKING? To those people who overthink too much.... Are you having a sleepless night? And a mix emotions? Crying? Having a hard time to breathe? What are your thoughts?being lonely sometimes is natural and okay I'm saying ...

031719 Let Go Let God

Let Go? Paano ka bibitaw kung sa simula pa lang wala kang namang kinakapitan. Move on? Pero bakit paatras ang lakad mo? Basag ka nung simula tapos iyon ang bumuo sa iyo?  Nalungkot kasi nawala yung nagpapasaya sa iyo? Hinahanap mo sar...

“KAYA KO PA, KAHIT ANG HIRAP NA”

Ang hirap din ee. Yung bigla ka nalang maiinis, maba badtrip, mawawalan ng gana. May mga oras na feeling mo walang problema, pero isang tambak na pala. May pagkakataon na hindi mo iniintindi kung anong kasunod na mangyayari, basta ang alam ...

A confession of an alcohol drinker

People drink to enjoy their life.. I drink to end mine. When I found out that hard alcohol drinks could cause me death because it became the reason of my heart palpitation, instead of avoiding it I trained my self to love it and be used w...

In the midst of Inner Darkness

As time passes by, humans become emotional. And sometimes, they don’t act rational. So thoughts come to mind thinking, “what’s best for me?” Then their inner self answers “Best be lonely” Our actions are dependent on who we are suppos...
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