Sept. 9 1:43 am

When my mood suddenly change that doesn't mean that I want to be notice, perhaps you said something insensitively and that hurt me. When I rant about what I am feeling it's not because I want to be notice, maybe all my feelings that's been...

Short-Term Memory Loss

Ever experienced a short-term memory loss and suddenly remembers it few days after in a conversation with someone bringing it up like you're some sort of psychopathic ass ruining the topic? Funny how forgetful I became in suc...

Questioning Sanity

As the rain pours down, rattling sounds on the ground. I asked, what has this life been into? Just lost in the middle of nowhere. Trying to seek the right place, doubts fill in. Like a piece of paper cramped by thy own hands. ...

Rant

Hindi ko alam kung paano uumpisahan. Ang alam ko lang, I want to vent out. Sa dami ng bashers ko kasi napaka-emo ko daw, hindi ko na alam saan ako lulugar. Malungkot. Masama loob. Yan ang nararamdaman ko. Pero hindi pwede magpost basta b...

Sorry, I’m Always a Failure

Sa lahat ng ninais at ginusto ko sa buhay ko, wala man lang ako natamo. I am always below of my expectations. Wala pa ata akong na-achived. From being a CPA, a spiritual leader, a good friend, daughter and siblings. Lahat palpak ako. Lahat ...

DEPRESYON

Nakakabaliw, nakakabinging katahimikan, Nakakalitong katanungan ang nasa puso’t isipan, Uhaw na uhaw sa mga kasagutan. Walang buhay, walang kulay, Buhay na punong puno na ng lumbay….   Laging nagiisip, Iniisip kung...

Pain Took It Away

I thought it was impossible. To feel nothing at all. Until it hit me. Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worth...

Soon You’ll Get Better

I was listening to Taylor Swift's Soon You'll Get Better and as I ponder its words, I realized, this song is for me. If you haven't heard the song, please do take time to do so. According to Taylor, it's for her mom. But as a list...

If ever you feel hopeless right now

It’s heavy, isn’t it? That you no longer recognize the person you’ve become and you couldn’t remember why you’re still fighting anymore. And maybe by now, you don’t know how to go back to those times when you still had love for everything y...

Nothing, empty and bare..

Dark and empty spaces where you wait, Endlessly gives you sadness and fear... Light will shine upon you, that'll lead your path To either life or death itself... Random thoughts of darkness, Crypting through your thoughts... Con...

A Lost Lamb

I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does no...

STOP!

Stop spending your time too much on pleasing people. Stop caring too much about other's opinion. Stop making nonsense judgement to yourself. Stop. Just stop. It doesn't help. It doesn't make your situation any better. The most cruel thing...

Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed.

Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed. First of all, I thank you for being honest with yourself. Thank you for letting your whole body know that there is something wrong with what you feel, there is something wrong with what you think. ...

To the Anxious

To the Anxious. I’m writing this for you. I know you, you are this vibrant soul and everyone knows you are this happy person. You are always the encourager, yet right now you wanted to be encouraged. How are you love? Perhaps, you...

To the Person Who Feels Tired and Empty

This is to you who has a battle that only himself knows. You may be feeling like you're about to give up, don't. The air you are breathing is one of the proofs that there's still hope, hope in Him who created this universe.   This is...

Wag Kang Hihinto

'Wag kang hihinto, Alam kong nasanay ka na sa bigat nitong mundo, na ang lindol ay nagsilbi bilang pampatulog mo, at ang bagyo ay tila hangin na lang na kumikiliti sa 'yong mga buto. Pero, 'wag kang hihinto. Alam kong alingawngaw ng ...

To the Man who was Unsure II

Dear You, I've learned a lot from what we had yesterday. You taught me grace. You taught me love. You taught me patience. You taught me hope. I've been growing because of what we had yesterday. And because of you leaving, I foun...

A Living Eulogy for Me

Deaar You, If there's one thing that I'd like to tell you, it would be: "Choose to love." You may find it absurd but yes, choose to love. You never go wrong when you love like Him. Choose to love after all the painful memories...

Move to, HINDI Move on.

Dear You, Tayo'y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako'y sayo't ika'y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin? Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space. Sabi mo kailang...

Makinig ka, pakiusap

Hindi isang imbentong salita hindi rin isang pagpapanggap para makawala sa mundong mapanira, Maniwala ka, Hindi ito isang pagtatago, pag sisinungaling o pag iimbento Dahil ang taong sinasabihan, tinatalikuran at inaayawan nyo ay ang ta...

Messenger Tragedy

Naka-offline ka, pero in another call ka... ay kaya pala online din siya... ... is in another call.Recording Voicemail.... missed your call. Alam ko na kung bakit,Paulit-ulit,lagi kong pinipilitpero bakit ang sakit? ...Kung buhay pa sigur...

His Undying Love

I was broken. I was alone. I want to restart. But I can't do it on my own.   I'm was in sorrow. I'm was in pain. I wanted to end this. And I care less.   There was this day. I decided to die. Bu...

Mahirap maging ako

Mahirap maging ako. Akala nila matalino ako. Akala nila magaling ako. Akala nila malakas ako. Akala nila masaya ako. Hindi ako matalino. Hindi ako magaling. Hindi ako malakas. Hindi ako masaya. Tanga ako. Ginagawa ko lang kung ano...

End

I was afraid that I can't make it. I am tired of faking all of it. I was so happy now and later I feel empty I feel broken from the inside yet I try to make it I am sad, Yes but I try to make sense out of nothing. I wanna cry out loud but ...

Depression

I was battling my depression. Once in a while I found myself crying in the middle of my sleep. Am I crazy? Or I'm just stressed out? I can't find myself in the right way. My path is now crooked and I was lost now. I'm crying but no one ...

“Mapagmahal pero mapanghusga”

Ako yung taong puro salita sabi nga nila Pero hindi nila alam na lahat ng aking ginagawa ay para sa kanila, Dahil ang mga nagsasabi nito ay ang aking pamilya Yung malaya kana man pero bakit parang nakakulong ka   Nakakul...

Irony of Life: Healing Hurts

Dear You, The memories, the people, and you. It can either make you or break you. It can help you make it through the path or can make you just give up. You know what’s the irony of life? It happens when you start making c...

Dear You with a Brave Heart

Dear You, Being brave and strong is a tough job. Sometimes you would want to breakdown but you can’t. Because someone’s relying on you. Sometimes you want people to see you vulnerable but they don’t seem to notice. Because they think th...

She Needs You

She cried for help. But no one noticed. She smiled. She said she’s okay. Everyone believed that she’s fighting. But she was alone in the dark. Nobody tried to listen to her. She tried to be positive around people she loves. She kept t...

Dear anyone,

You may not really know much about me but that doesn't matter. What matter is how much you know about yourself. I am writing this letter for your sake because I know that you have something troubling you. You might deny it in front of ever...
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