You’re My Mew

You're my MewIn a world filled with people who gotta catch them allMy foolish heart keeps on saying "I choose you" You're my MewYou're absolutely cuteWithout even trying to You're my MewThere is greatness and passion in everything yo...

Believe

At first, I thought making people believe in something you say or do is hard, but now I have realized that making yourself believe in something is harder. It's harder to make yourself believe that you don't care anymore when all y...

Go and Grow

Cold eyes. Cold lines. Missing the old times. Digesting all the butterflies, in my stomach. Searching for roads leading to a way back. Flashback. Reminiscing. Smiling. Like crazy I'm diving to the memories I've treasured, but is it meant t...

Revenge Of An Ex

I used to live with my transman ex, so most of my stuff, whenever I go back to Philippines is nasa apartment niya. We broke up 11 months ago. Supposedly nung March kukunin ng pinsan ko ang gamit ko sa kanya kaso daming lockdown na nangyari...

“An END”

Unti-unti ko nang nararamdaman na malapit ko nang makamtan ang araw-araw na aking idinadasal. Unti-unti ko nang tinatanggap na mas pinili mo ang tama sa mali. Ako na mali sa mundo mo, ako na pinakamalaking kasinungalingan sa buhay mo. ...

Take Your Time

To the heart that shut its emotions down… Apathy is now your crown. Quench the passion. Extinguish the compassion. Remove all colors if you want. Numb all senses that haunt. Just take your time. Let reason function in this grime. But I kno...

Done with you, No room for rent in my mind.

This happened from May to July, as early as the third day of July it ended. Before I blamed the guy you are entertaining, true that we have no label but you want and demanding exclusivity from me. You want time and attention from me j...

Ikaw ang dating pahingahan

Ikaw ang pahinga ko sa nakakapagod na mundo --Noon, hindi na ngayon. Nung tinanong kita kung anong problema,  ngiti lang ang iyong itinugon kasabay ng mga katagang " Wala. Mahal na mahal kita. " kaya ako'y naniwala, pinanghawakan ko pa ng s...

Ode To Myself

Thinking of You makes my heart ache. I had never imagined that You will break my heart into pieces. You have promised everything from the moon and back. But in the end You still broke My heart. My life was never be the same again. ...

Cyber lover

I know we've only known each other for a little while that we haven't seen each other yet, i also know that our bond is not as strong as our past relationships but you don't know how many times i wishes to the stars it should be you that I'...

To The One That Got Away

This is for you, JRC.     This may come across as a "sadboi story", but hear me out. Nagpa consult ako sa psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Umiinom ako ng antidepressant, nilalabanan ko yung negative thoughts na...

Let’s be friends again.

Let's be friends again.Back on those days when were both just happy and carefree.Back on those days when we both feel loved by each others warmth and protection.Back on those days when you used to treat me yours, and that you are mine.Back...

Salamat Sa Lahat, Hanggang Dito Na Lang

Nais ko lang magpasalamat sa lahat ng iyong nagawa. Salamat sa tawanan, kwentohan at biruan. Salamat sa payo at pakikinig. Salamat sa pagkakaibigan at sa kunting bangayan. Salamat na rin sa kilig na iyong naidulot. Hindi mo man ...

Dear Miguel, These are the Things You Don’t Want to Hear

I confessed to you. You made it clear, it is not possible. And yes, I already know that. Because you said you are in a relationship. We were in a very bad situation, that we shouldn't be at. Things that should have never happened betwee...

“KAPAG EX KA” Itaas Mo Ang Value Mo Bilang EX”

Kapag ex ka, dalawa lang yan, Maglaho ka sa kanya nang tuluyan Maging okay kayo na parang magkaibigan Alin ang mas madali? Ang maglaho. Tuluyang putulin ang nakaraan at ang ugnayan dahil pag naging magkaibigan pa kayo, asahan mo...

Best Years of My Life

My twenty-ish brought me so many memories and stories. Those years that you were in were the best years that I could remember. They were my favourite actually. We were so free to be who we were. We savoured great times together. We travel...

ANG IKA-LIMANG SULAT: ISANG PALAISIPAN

Kumusta ka kaibigan? sana okay ka lang at sana masaya ka. Yan yung bagay na gusto kong itanong, sa tuwing mahuhuli mo akong nakatitig sayo. Gusto kong pakalmahin yung sarili ko, sabihin na tama ako. Tama ako na hindi na umamin. Tama ...

It’s You , My Love

 I could not be happier when you told me that you wanted me to be with you for the rest of our lives. Those sweet words that you uttered made me tickle and mumble, “This is it.” Finally, I would be spending my time with my love. How h...

A Letter: We Need to Have a Bad Person to Be Free, For We Are Too Good to Be Apart.

Meeting you is the most extraordinary form of pure delight in regards to my life's dictionary. I've waited too long for a perfect definition of love in my life to exist, and a man surprisingly came that filled all the settled standards I h...

Ellipsis

I want to explore the folds of your brainLearn about every book you've readMeet there every man you quote I want to embrace all of youOn some days Dr. Jekyll, on some Mr. HydeOn most days, my sanctuary I want to know of your painDr...

Sa Wakas!

Nasasanay na gumising ng walang.. "Magandang umaga" Lumilipas na ang maghapon ng walang.. "Kumain ka na.." o "Kumain ka na ba?".. Hindi na naghihintay ng chat na... "Magdala ka ng payong at baka ka mabasa..." Wala nang "Papunta na ako.." "A...

I Don’t Know If I Can Still Wait For You

I've waited for a long time. I've waited patienly. I've waited in silence. I've waited in times of uncertainty. I've waited and prayed for years with tears. I've waited and learned a lot of things. I've waited and worked f...

Letter to the person I took for granted:

I must admit, your love was incomparable; You cared for me more than anyone could ever have. You being my one call-away friend, You prioritizing me over anyone else's, You being the first person I run to every after heartbreak, You bei...

To the person who broke my heart without him knowing it

To the person who broke my heart without him knowing it, It has been a few months after we never heard from each other and here I am thinking of the many possibilities. I know from the very beginning that 'us' will never happen. Both of us...

Saya

Nag aalangan man ako sa unang pagdating mo, Sa paglipas ng ilang araw ito'y nabago mo. Kahit hindi pa klaro ang intensyon mo, Handa na ako ulit buksan ang posibilidad na magiging bahagi ka ng araw-araw ko. Lumipas ang ilang araw, lingg...

Those Who Say They Will Never Love Again

More of us are subjected to pain from others; the wound may appear minor to others, but it is so much deeper. It wasn't easy enduring it, and you may not want to share it with others, but remember that even if you don't tell them, they fee...

For the man once i called home

Gone are the days that i cried myself to sleep. Nights asking where do i go wrong. Nights asking myself why you left without any hesitation. I’ve done everything to make you stay, To make us stay but I guess it wasn’t that enough...

Au Revior, Mon Amour

Here’s to all the memories. Here’s to all the people who have been part of my life. Here’s to the future because I’m done with the past. This is the first time I am going to smile while saying goodbye. For all we know that goodbyes are pai...

I don’t visit his grave anymore

I don’t visit his grave anymore I don’t want to talk about his smile or laugh I don’t even answer all those emails sent by him just to ask for my forgiveness I don’t even manage to share my breathe just for him to continue living I don’t...

Almost

To whom is letting go for? Letting go is not only for those who had a real relationship with someone but also for those who almost had a relationship with someone. For some, letting go of someone who you just had good memories with, ...