I’m Sorry I’m not Her

I'm sorry I couldn't play video games like she does. I'm sorry I am not the girl you expect me to be. I am sorry I'm not as cool or as pretty as her. I am not as loud as her. I'm sorry I'm not like her. I am sorry I am not the person by yo...

To the man I thought would stay

I was counting days to finally meet you, but never did. I want to believe that it's a small world after all because we had the chance to cross paths on social media. Unexpectedly, I got to know that you were one of the outreach in my ch...

Who is the right one?

The right one will come at the right time. His coming will not be forced, as well as how love will grow within both of you for each other. The right one will see your beauty – not just the one visible only to naked eye. Like a paradise, yo...

To the Girl I Love the Most

When you spend quality time with her and hidden beneath those smile of yours is the reluctance to part, pero wala kang ibang choice kasi alam mong even though letting go is painful but it is the wisest thing you can do at the moment. And th...

Waiting not to be wasting

There are times that I feel very lonely with the fact that I am still single and most of my batchmates either married or happily with someone bonus having kids already. Why do I have to wait? I wait because I believe God will send me the on...

An Open Letter To My Future Somebody

Dear You, I haven’t met you yet but I wish for you to take your time. Take your time because I want you to be completely ready when our paths cross. Or who knows, we have already met and you might still be in the process of realizing tha...

I Cannot Say “Yes” Yet

You are a nice Christian guy. I am watching you from a distance and I know how you love the Lord with all your heart. That makes me smile whenever I think of you. Whenever I see you serve in the ministry, my heart feels glad. You love th...

Kung Okay Lang Sana

Sana hindi na lang ako nahiya noong panahon na nakilala kita at ikaw ay abot-tanaw ko pa, sana ikaw na lang ang ninais ng puso ko noon, sana mas nakilala pa kita at nagkaroon pa sana sana ako ng mga sandaling kasama ka na pwede kong balik...

Dear Crush

Hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga ako sayo. Ilang beses kong sinabeng gusto kita, ilang beses mo din akong tinawanan lang at hindi pinaniwalaan. Minsan nga, nasabe mong baka ito'y gutom lang. Dumistansya ako ng bahagya, nag bakasakaling ma...

Please! Don’t leave your feelings unattended!

PLEASE! Don't leave your feelings unattended. Kaya nga! Above all else, guard your heart 'coz it determines the course of your life. Nag-iisa lang ang puso mo, kaya ingatan mo at pakabantayang mabuti. Dahil anuman ang mangyari dyan, sig...

Huwag Muna

Please, 'wag mo muna akong landiin, nag aaral ako Marupok ang aking puso't isipan Baka ako'y mahulog sayo Itigil mo na ang pagpaparamdam At baka hindi ko mapigilan Ika'y aking patulan Iwasan mo na ang mabubulaklak mong kataga Madali ...

Letter to YOU

You, I can’t help but write. It’s starting again. All over again and I can’t help it. I am terrified. The sudden rush in adrenaline and the speed in every beat of my heart are once again relived. I thought it died so I buried it somewhe...

PAGKILALA: Sa Sarili Ko at Sayo

Alam kong hindi lahat ng tao ay may kakayahang maghintay, may naiinip, may sumusuko, kaya nagpapasalamat ako sayo dahil mas pinipili mong bigyan ako ng oras para sa sarili ko. Binibigyan mo ako ng oras para makita ko kung ano ba talag...

Waiting takes time. But what if I’m nearing 30s?

You are nearing your 30s, or perhaps you are beyond calendar days and you are still single. Maybe you have not experienced any past relationships or maybe you had once, twice or more but things went differently and you ended up alone and yo...

It’s hard but I wait

For over thirteen years that I had my first crush and the idea of romance and relationships, I never really had any chance to experience it. As a child growing up, I really had high hopes for a good guy to come along, a happy ending and its...

Baka may ibang plano para sayo?

May mga bagay na di natin naiintindihan kung bakit nangyari satin yon. Mga taong pumasok sa buhay natin, di natin ineexpect na aalis din pala. Maaaring akala mo yung taong nagpakilig sayo, siya na si "the one" Stuck kase tayo sa il...

“SANA”

"SANA" Gusto sana kitang pag alayan ng tula Gamit ang mga matatamis na salita Ng sarili nating wika. Gusto sana kitang pag alayan ng tula Ngunit ang papel ko ay nabasa At ang mga kamay ko'y pasma na Gusto sana kitang pag alay...

Dulo, Gitna’t Simula

Di ko akalaing isa ka sa mga taong magiging malapit sakin. Dati ay lagi lamang tayong magkatabi sa silid. Ikaw ang kasama ko mula umaga hanggang mag-gabi. Tinutulungan ako kapag di na alam ang gagawin. Nag-aalala kapag may gumugulo sa isip....

Hindi Ako Gagaya

Kung magmamahal man ako, sisiguraduhin kong tama.   Hindi ako gagaya dahil lang nakita kong masaya kapag may pinapayungan ka tuwing mainit o umuulan. Dahil lang pinapahiram ng jacket tuwing nilalamig. Kung may kasabay kang umuuwi...

Siguro mahal ko na siya

Siguro yung sinamahan ko siya kahit saan Siguro yung pinili ko siyang unahin muna kesa sa sarili ko Siguro yung nasa tabi pa din niya ako nung panahong nasasaktan siya ng iba Siguro yung habang nagkukwento siya tungkol sa iba pero patulo...

I love you enough not to pursue you yet

I love you enough not to pursue you yet There are a lot of people who wanted me to tell you now what I feel about you. That I'm praying for you and want you to be my Future Wife. It's hard to control my emotions but I love you enough not t...

Moving Forward

Thank you. It's been 7 months since our last conversation. I was really hurt when you ignored me all of a sudden, but you said you were just going to fix things. The things I learned, that my pastor told me about love and waiting were, you...

Sana Pwede pa

Sana kahit matagal na mula nung nakilala kita ay pwede pa. Salamat dahil sa'yo, nabuhayan uli ang puso ko at nagkaroon uli ako ng bagong pag-asa na subukang muli ang magmahal. Ang tagal ko ring malas sa pagmamahal, ilang beses na akong n...

Mahal kita pero mas mahal ko Siya

"Mahal kita" ang mga salitang kinatatakutan kong sambitin ay sayo na nanggaling, na naging hudyat na nang aking pagkamulat sa panibagong dalawang salita na "Tama na". Tama na, dapat nang itigil sapagkat ayokong pangunahan ang plano Niya...

To those who almost gave up, keep your hopes up

I am speaking to those people who almost gave up. To those who almost gave up on themselves because somebody made them feel worthless. To those who lost their hope in love because someone was not genuine to them. To those who surrendered th...

Hindi muna kita seseryosohin

Hanggang kelan kita HINDI seseryosohin? Hanggang kelan ko sasabihin sa sarili kong "hindi muna kita seryusuhin"? Bawat 'pop' ng telepono ko, napapangiti ako dahil alam kong ikaw nanaman yan nambobola. Bawat kilig na nararamdaman ko, k...

PARA SA PUSONG INIHAHANDA AT SA PUSONG UMAASA

Hindi ko alam kung kanino ka, basta ang alam ko, ika'y inihahanda upang sa araw ng ating pagtatagpo, malaman mong tayo'y itinakda. Kamusta ka kaya? Masaya ka ba? O nasasaktan pa? Sana patuloy mong hanapin ang totoong saya, na sa Ma...

i cannot escape you

How can I forget you, when you have given me so much to remember? I can see your face in the moonlight and in the falling rain.  You are there in every page of the book that I read, in the melodies that I play. Everywhere I go, there you...

Joker

Nakilala nyo akong maingay, magulo, greenminded at higit sa lahat dating ginagalang... Crush kita bat ayaw mong maniwala?! Hind na nga aq makatulog kakaisip sayo... Sinasabi ko narin sa mga housemates mo na gusto kita... bakit ayaw nyong ...

two latte

I guess it is too latte f9r me to ask you out for a cup of coffee because I was so brewed.
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