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napaka blangko ng lahat ngayon di ko na alam.. wala na yung mga panagarap. wala na yung masasayang panaginip.. wala na ang mga plano,, wala nako nararamdaman,,   akala ko pag may kasama nako di ko mararamdaman ang mag...

“A note from an anguished woman.”

This is a note for the unsaid words and the unsaid confessions of mine. I have nothing to talk with these things. I feel like I'm all alone. I'm longing for friends, heart to heart conversations, and being able to connect with souls of peop...

I Cheated on a Cheater.

Hi, you may call me Sophie, definitely not my real name. And this is my story of cheating, kung matatawag pa rin bang cheating yun. Pumasok ako sa isang relasyong Favorite topic sa Tulfo, ang Kumabit. Yes, I did but I regret it. Ang dami n...

Peace be with Us: Kawalan

Sa mundo ng kawalan kilala mo pa kaya ang iyong sarili. Madaming nawala sa mundo ngunit bakit ako na buhay ay parang naglaho nawala ang sarili ko. Nasaan nga ba ako? Hindi namalayan noong una akala'y isang hikbi lamang ngunit ng tumagal ay ...

Where did i go wrong?

This past few weeks you became distant to me. I thought that you have gone through problems. Problems that you're the one dealing for over a year. A year of sadness, anxiety and uneasiness. Those sadness and anxiety that your d...

I can’t keep a secret to Him

To the girl I'm secretly in love with for a couple of years now, I always pray for you but I know that we're both not ready for a commitment and we still need to grow and become a better person for each other. I witness all your hard work a...

Scenes

In a labyrinth, looking for clarity. Why do I keep seeing endless scenes... of you... and I... in a honeymoon!? Does it have to appear each time I close my eyes!? Each time I take a nap?! Each time I go to sleep?! Or in the avenues of my d...

Heart vs Mind

Seasons waved "bye" without him at the table of your life.  Your 🧠: Is he  s t i l l  alive?! Your 💓: I've been receiving several forms of  love letters  from him, haven't you seen or felt it in your everyday life straight from the  unive...

TO YOU WHOM I KEEP ON WAITING – sorry na agad

Reasons I jotted down to justify bakit nga ba hindi natatapos yung paghihintay ko. 1. Why do I like him? at first talaga is because gwapo naman talaga sya kaya nga andami ding nagkakacrush sa kanya minsan nga nahihiya nako kasi pa...

I love you, but I love myself more…

I am tired of relationships. I am tired of the drama. I am tired of the unnecessary stress that goes with it In my four labelled relationships, I never had the chance to celebrate an anniversary. None of them lasted that long. There...

Feeling Second Best? Ako din friend.

Baka pareho tayo ng pakiramdam. Sasabihin ko na sa iyo. Masakit. Yung pakiramdam mong "second best" ka lang.Hindi man niya sinasabi ng derecho, pero aminin mo, iyon ang nadadama mo. Eto kwento ko. Yung partner ko ngayon ay may pr...

Nth Letter to say Goodbye to the One Great Love

At this point, I think I've written you more or less 100 unsent letters. I needed an outlet for my emotions because I know I can never tell you those directly. To be honest, it's been a long struggle for me to stay friends with you. Don...

Let’s walk away…

They say the truth will always set us free. But why the truth hurts so bad... that it almost crushed your whole being and left you broken into pieces... But I felt the beauty of brokenness... I always saw myself came running back at H...

What Hurts More Than A Brekaup?

The most painful of all heartaches doesn’t come from a breakup. It comes from loving someone who is not yours and will never be yours. What makes it worst, is if you were in that situation for 10 long years. Everyday we had our late night ...

Kuntento nga ba ko na maging kaibigan mo ‘lang’?

"Kaibigan kita. Pero masaya ko twing nakakausap ka. Kinikilig ako pag nagrereply ka. Naeexcite ako pag nakikita kong online ka kahit para yun sa iba. Okay lang. Kahit hndi mo man malaman tong nararamdaman ko, gagawin naman kitang inspirasy...

Bago Kita Binitawan

Siguro ngayon iniisip mo na ikaw ang may problema, ikaw ang may kakulangan, ikaw ang hindi kamahal-mahal kaya pinili ko na iwan ka, pinili ko ang bitawan ka. Cliche man at nakakainis pakinggan ang mga katagang "It's not you it's me" ng...

Sa Pagtatapos ng Kuwento Nating Dalawa

Maraming relasyon ang natapos sa kadahilanang, may isa na wala nang nararamdaman, may isa na napagod na o maaaring may isa na napamahal na sa iba. May mga konkretong dahilan. Pero iba ang kuwento natin sa kanila, dahil nagsisimula pa laman...

I wish I met you six years later

I wish I met you six years later, when I have become more mature and less irrational, less emotional.  Things would've been different. I would have made decisions differently. We would have not ended up like what we are right now; we share...

Relinquished alone staring at the moon

Title: Relinquished alone staring at the moon We used to love the moon back then. We're always astonished when only the moon shine throughout the night. Even we're aware that we are miles apart, you remind me that we're looking at the s...

Hey, leader of the Chimpmunks!

Gray shirt. Black bag. Keds-like shoes. Cute eyes. I can still picture out the very first meeting we had. Little did I know that the anonymous guy sitting in front of the class will turn out to be the apple of my eye. Oh em gee, so C.O....

Sa Gwapo lang Kikiligin

"HINDI siya gwapo, pero mabait. He's someone that i've been looking for." Nagkakilala kami through chat. He messaged me after reading my comment on one of the posts of Boiling Waters on facebook. Nagsimula sa isang simpleng tanong, h...

To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.

I'm sorry I've had to disappear. I'm sorry I've smeared our best-friendship. I'm sorry I've had to leave it in ruins. It was just so pure and innocent back then. The afternoon sunlight passing through the windows creates sh...

A Fan Girl’s Confession

It all started when I supported you with your art, music. Everybody loves Music. Music brings people together as they say. and that's where it all started. I Love Music in the sense that it gives me peace. and you play the music for people...

Kapag nahulog, pupulutin mo ba?

Ako sa'yo ay parang bulaklak. Hindi ko alam kung pupulutin mo ba ako sa sandaling makita mo akong nahulog na sa'yo... At sa huli, aasa ako na kapag nahulog ay pupulutin mo.

Everytime I Missed You

Everytime I Missed You "I miss you." I hope pwedi ko 'tong sabihin sa'yo ngayon. Sana pwedi kitang e pm at kumustahin. Ayos ka lang ba? Antagal na din nating di nag-uusap. Kumusta sa work? Nakakakain ka ba sa tamang oras? Sana i...

Sigurado pero sumuko

I remember the time I asked you, "Sure ka na ba sa akin?" And sabi mo "Oo naman, hindi naman ako papasok sa ganito, kung hindi endpoint ang marriage" Everything was too good to be true. You pursued me even if I said no to a courtsh...

Each Time

I hate you. I hate you for being so dang romantic. I mostly end up drifting off into a dreamy mode and drown in my own thoughts... of you... and I... each time. Each time, I see you on screen... acting our love story. Turning our conver...

My ALMOST

As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one)...

The heartbreak that you never knew

I wonder all the things that could happen if I said yes to you at that time. I wonder if I said yes, I won't have to feel this heart ache, I wonder if I said yes, we'll end up saying I do and live happily ever after, I just wonder ...

Hanggang dito nalang ba?

Ang hirap kapag nagkagusto ka sa matalik mong kaibigan. Pero wala ng mas mahirap kung ramdam mong parehong may gusto kyo sa isa't-isa pero walang may lakas ng loob umamin. Paano ba namin magagawang umamin kung simula't sapul alam namin ...