“The Right Blessing.”

I woke up this morning before 8:00am without an alarm clock and it is very unusual for me. I woke up from a very vivid dream, I thought it was real, and I realized I am hurting inside. I dreamt of my ex-boyfriend. I dreamt of all the fr...

A letter for him

To my meine leibe, I'm thankful kasi before, we both look like strangers, I know none of us wanted to be close to each other. Ibang-iba ka sakin,t alagang di mag uunite ung path nating dalawa. Malayo yung mga gusto at pananaw mo...at sa ...

Gusto Kong Gustuhin Ka

Gusto kong gustuhin ka Pero nahihirapan ako, natatakot ako. Baka kapag nagustuhan na kita ay malunod na ako sa pagkakagusto ko sa'yo, at tuluyan ko nang makalimutan ang sarili ko. Gusto kong pahalagahan ka Pahalagahan ang bawat araw at san...

Kapag sinukuan ka na ng lahat, Ako yung huling taong hindi susuko sayo

“kapag sinukuan ka na ng lahat, ako yung huling taong hindi susuko sayo” Alam nila na paulit-ulit kitang tinatanggi pero ang totoo paulit-ulit kitang iniintindi. Tahimik lang ako at ayaw kong magbitaw ng salita tulad ng ayaw kong pagbitaw ...

The Gift from Above

Pain corresponds to freedom, freedom to start anew, forgive, laugh, sleep soundly, meet new people, learn something new, grow positively, appreciate what matters, self value, and not being a prisoner of your negative thoughts and emotions t...

Sa Aking Biggest What If

Dear YOU, You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heartLove, Rosie One month before our long awaited graduation. We will go on our separate ways. Unspoken feelings will turn into forgotten dreams. Since that ...

First honest confession to you

You made me experience things without your knowledge I used to think that break ups and moving on stories are completely exaggerated in movies Well it turned out to be not   Just by hearing your name hurt me enough ...

Supporting Cast

Dear friend, since day 1, It was crazyMy first impression to you was sort of “maldita.”Feared of having a hard time to deal with your AttitudeUnexpectedly, It went opposite and smoothI admired your heavenly smile And your graceful movement...

To The Man I just Used to love

Time check: 2:40 AM Guess what? Hanggang ngayon gising pa ako. Di kasi ako makatulog ng maayos. Blame my Anxiety. Naalala mo mahal, pag ganitong oras, mga late midnight, pag break time mo sa work, magchachat ka sakin kahit alam mong tulo...

You always have a special place in my heart,

I was so dumb for believing my heart. Siguro akala ko kasi may mga bagay na pwede naman. Kagaya ng 'ikaw at ako'. Gumising nalang ako bigla na napaisip, saan na nga ba hahantong ito? May ending ba or road to forever itong "malabong-relasyo...

Where is this going?

This is my first time writing here so there it goes. I met this guy at work, at first I'm not actually attracted to him because he's kinda old, not too old but he's actually out of age range of guys I'm usually attracted to. But, he's actu...

Di nalang sasabihin

Pano ba kalimutan ang sandaling nakilala ka? kung dadating din ang araw na hindi ka rin magiging akin Hindi na Pipilitin pa ang puso kong hindi na masaya At sa bawat gabing pinagmamasdan ang larawan nating dalawa na puno ng saya Kapalit...

Ano nga ba ang totoo: Hindi mo alam, o ayaw mo lang?

Umpisahan natin ang salaysaying ito sa tanong na "Kilala mo ba ang sarili mo? O naging istranghero ka na sa sarili mong kwento?" Marahil isa ka rin sa mga taong madalas nagtatanong kung ano ba ang mali sayo at kung ano nga ba ang kulang ...

Kung Makakapagsalita Lamang ang mga Liham

Kung makakapagsalita lamang ang mga binigay mong liham, ano kaya ang maari nilang sabihin? Para sayo? Para sa akin? Para sa atin? Di ko makakalimutan ang mga unang beses na binigyan mo ko ng liham. Hanggang sa ang mga unang beses na yun, n...

Letting You Go Is Easy

Letting you go is easy. With all those hatreds, and problems, and negative things. But this day is different. Today, I realized it wasn't. That I haven't let you go. We may have been separated physically for almost 2 months, but I guess,...

5 years committed and now I’m cheating

Hi, I'm in a 5 year relationship. Attracted ako sa kawork ko, then ngECQ, naging close kami habang malayo ako sa boyfriend ko. Then, ung kawork ko and I, ngkaron ng fling. I broke up with my 5 years bf, then si fling, hndi sya ready to comm...

Talo na ako.

Laro lang ba ang lahat? Katanungan na umiikot sa utak ko. Gusto ko sana itanong kung kahit kaunti naging seryoso ka ba? Minsan gusto ko sanang itanong kung laro lang ba ang lahat. Para naman makapag handa ako kung sakaling malapit n...

Hanggang Ngayon

Hinihintay parin kita Bawat araw, umaasa Na baka bukas Maaayos na ang lahat Baka sa susunod na buwan Okay na tayo ulit Pero nakalimutan ko Wala nga palang tayo Hindi nga pala tayo umabot don Wala nga palang sumubok Walang tumalon Sa takot ...

Pa-fall

Hindi mo pala kaya panindigan Bakit mo pinakilig Bakit mo sinanay Bakit mo pinaasa Bakit mo pinasaya Bakit mo binigyan ng oras Bakit mo sinamahan lumabas Bakit mo binigyan ng importansya Utang na loob Huwag mo sasabihin Naging gentleman ka...

To the guy who made me question my worth

Hi, Its been a year now, how are you? I hope you are doing fine. I hope you're healthy. But most of all I hope you're happy. Cause I'm not, I'm still healing. Waiting for my heart to be fully restored. Since you left me, a big part of me w...

User

I am willing You're playing I'm ready You're confused I gave you time You made me your past time What the hell Are you unwell I feel so used Emotionally abused I already told you What hurts me the most You did exactly the sam...

Okay lang bumitaw

Alam ko napapagod ka na Nawawalan ka na ng gana Pero gusto ko sabihin sayo Hindi ka mag-isa Huwag ka mag-alala Hindi rin kita pipilitin Na kayanin ang mga bagay Na gusto mo ng bitawan At tila nagpapahirap sayo Ngunit hanggang hindi ka pa d...

I want to go back

I used to smile at every thing that I do It excites me to do something new I wish I could go back The day I first fell in love Fell deeply in love with what I do The first song that I produced Made my heart satisfied The first painting tha...

A Parentless Home

Is it still called home if there are no parents in it? Both of them, already have their own life, their own partners What about the their child/ren? Have they ever thought about their emotional health? It forced me to grow up fa...

My beer and my over-thinking mind

I don't drink Well, I don't drink too much Every drop of beer That enters my body Gives me relief I drink a little To keep the tears from falling Hoping that tomorrow It will be a lot easier Cause maybe it will I drink a little more Not ...

Ikaw pa rin

https://open.spotify.com/album/62KRgC3AZA7sxDb4fYipTI?highlight=spotify:track:3yRd7Y9OVbhouw4E4TNI0t"Hanggang ngayon Patuloy ang pag-ikot Mga katanungang wala pa ring sagot" (Ikaw by Autotelic)   Hanggang ngayon, ikaw pa rin...

An Open Letter to My Almost

Hi? How are you? It's been quite some since it happened. How I wish it wasn't. How I wish it just a bad bad dream. But is not. I need to go moving forward. I need to accept. I wrote this letter to pour my hearts out to you. My almost. I...

Munimuni

At this time of the day, I'm listening to an indie opm band. I really got into local indie opm band because of you. but I hate the fact that it reminds me of the day I filed leave for work, waiting for you to message me and update ...

In Another Life I Will Make You Stay

"In another life, I would be your girl We keep all our promises, be us against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away" Little did I know that these lyrics...

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa? Part 2

So ayun na nga.. Trial and error lang ang nangyari. Sana'y sinabi mo kaagad para di na ko nangapa. Kayo na pala ng taong gusto mo talaga... "Bakit?" "Bakit sa iba kaya mong mag commit,bakit saken di mo kaya? "Bakit pag ako mali, pag iba ...