First honest confession to you

You made me experience things without your knowledge I used to think that break ups and moving on stories are completely exaggerated in movies Well it turned out to be not   Just by hearing your name hurt me enough ...

Supporting Cast

Dear friend, since day 1, It was crazyMy first impression to you was sort of “maldita.”Feared of having a hard time to deal with your AttitudeUnexpectedly, It went opposite and smoothI admired your heavenly smile And your graceful movement...

To The Man I just Used to love

Time check: 2:40 AM Guess what? Hanggang ngayon gising pa ako. Di kasi ako makatulog ng maayos. Blame my Anxiety. Naalala mo mahal, pag ganitong oras, mga late midnight, pag break time mo sa work, magchachat ka sakin kahit alam mong tulo...

You always have a special place in my heart,

I was so dumb for believing my heart. Siguro akala ko kasi may mga bagay na pwede naman. Kagaya ng 'ikaw at ako'. Gumising nalang ako bigla na napaisip, saan na nga ba hahantong ito? May ending ba or road to forever itong "malabong-relasyo...

Where is this going?

This is my first time writing here so there it goes. I met this guy at work, at first I'm not actually attracted to him because he's kinda old, not too old but he's actually out of age range of guys I'm usually attracted to. But, he's actu...

Di nalang sasabihin

Pano ba kalimutan ang sandaling nakilala ka? kung dadating din ang araw na hindi ka rin magiging akin Hindi na Pipilitin pa ang puso kong hindi na masaya At sa bawat gabing pinagmamasdan ang larawan nating dalawa na puno ng saya Kapalit...

Ano nga ba ang totoo: Hindi mo alam, o ayaw mo lang?

Umpisahan natin ang salaysaying ito sa tanong na "Kilala mo ba ang sarili mo? O naging istranghero ka na sa sarili mong kwento?" Marahil isa ka rin sa mga taong madalas nagtatanong kung ano ba ang mali sayo at kung ano nga ba ang kulang ...

Kung Makakapagsalita Lamang ang mga Liham

Kung makakapagsalita lamang ang mga binigay mong liham, ano kaya ang maari nilang sabihin? Para sayo? Para sa akin? Para sa atin? Di ko makakalimutan ang mga unang beses na binigyan mo ko ng liham. Hanggang sa ang mga unang beses na yun, n...

Letting You Go Is Easy

Letting you go is easy. With all those hatreds, and problems, and negative things. But this day is different. Today, I realized it wasn't. That I haven't let you go. We may have been separated physically for almost 2 months, but I guess,...

5 years committed and now I’m cheating

Hi, I'm in a 5 year relationship. Attracted ako sa kawork ko, then ngECQ, naging close kami habang malayo ako sa boyfriend ko. Then, ung kawork ko and I, ngkaron ng fling. I broke up with my 5 years bf, then si fling, hndi sya ready to comm...

Talo na ako.

Laro lang ba ang lahat? Katanungan na umiikot sa utak ko. Gusto ko sana itanong kung kahit kaunti naging seryoso ka ba? Minsan gusto ko sanang itanong kung laro lang ba ang lahat. Para naman makapag handa ako kung sakaling malapit n...

Hanggang Ngayon

Hinihintay parin kita Bawat araw, umaasa Na baka bukas Maaayos na ang lahat Baka sa susunod na buwan Okay na tayo ulit Pero nakalimutan ko Wala nga palang tayo Hindi nga pala tayo umabot don Wala nga palang sumubok Walang tumalon Sa takot ...

Pa-fall

Hindi mo pala kaya panindigan Bakit mo pinakilig Bakit mo sinanay Bakit mo pinaasa Bakit mo pinasaya Bakit mo binigyan ng oras Bakit mo sinamahan lumabas Bakit mo binigyan ng importansya Utang na loob Huwag mo sasabihin Naging gentleman ka...

To the guy who made me question my worth

Hi, Its been a year now, how are you? I hope you are doing fine. I hope you're healthy. But most of all I hope you're happy. Cause I'm not, I'm still healing. Waiting for my heart to be fully restored. Since you left me, a big part of me w...

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I am willing You're playing I'm ready You're confused I gave you time You made me your past time What the hell Are you unwell I feel so used Emotionally abused I already told you What hurts me the most You did exactly the sam...

Okay lang bumitaw

Alam ko napapagod ka na Nawawalan ka na ng gana Pero gusto ko sabihin sayo Hindi ka mag-isa Huwag ka mag-alala Hindi rin kita pipilitin Na kayanin ang mga bagay Na gusto mo ng bitawan At tila nagpapahirap sayo Ngunit hanggang hindi ka pa d...

I want to go back

I used to smile at every thing that I do It excites me to do something new I wish I could go back The day I first fell in love Fell deeply in love with what I do The first song that I produced Made my heart satisfied The first painting tha...

A Parentless Home

Is it still called home if there are no parents in it? Both of them, already have their own life, their own partners What about the their child/ren? Have they ever thought about their emotional health? It forced me to grow up fa...

My beer and my over-thinking mind

I don't drink Well, I don't drink too much Every drop of beer That enters my body Gives me relief I drink a little To keep the tears from falling Hoping that tomorrow It will be a lot easier Cause maybe it will I drink a little more Not ...

Ikaw pa rin

https://open.spotify.com/album/62KRgC3AZA7sxDb4fYipTI?highlight=spotify:track:3yRd7Y9OVbhouw4E4TNI0t"Hanggang ngayon Patuloy ang pag-ikot Mga katanungang wala pa ring sagot" (Ikaw by Autotelic)   Hanggang ngayon, ikaw pa rin...

An Open Letter to My Almost

Hi? How are you? It's been quite some since it happened. How I wish it wasn't. How I wish it just a bad bad dream. But is not. I need to go moving forward. I need to accept. I wrote this letter to pour my hearts out to you. My almost. I...

Munimuni

At this time of the day, I'm listening to an indie opm band. I really got into local indie opm band because of you. but I hate the fact that it reminds me of the day I filed leave for work, waiting for you to message me and update ...

In Another Life I Will Make You Stay

"In another life, I would be your girl We keep all our promises, be us against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away" Little did I know that these lyrics...

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa? Part 2

So ayun na nga.. Trial and error lang ang nangyari. Sana'y sinabi mo kaagad para di na ko nangapa. Kayo na pala ng taong gusto mo talaga... "Bakit?" "Bakit sa iba kaya mong mag commit,bakit saken di mo kaya? "Bakit pag ako mali, pag iba ...

Dear My Future Husband

Today (06/01/2020), I decided to write this letter for you. I had a strong feeling that next year will be the start of our love story. This year was such a hard one because there are many problems facing by everyone. So I accept that 2020 w...

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa?

Balikan naten sa panahong ni tignan ka ay di ko ginagawa. Balikan naten sa panahong ni kausapin ka di ko iniisip. Tahimik at maayos ang buhay ko sa mga panahong yun kung iyong natatandaan. Ngunit habang lumilipas ang araw inunti unti mong...

SAGLIT, NGUNIT SULIT

Ang saglit na ating pinagsamahan sa akin ay nag-iwan ng malaking bakas sa nakaraan. Sa mundong paningin ko ay kakaiba, doon tayo ay nagkita.   Ang sakit at pait na karanasan ng iyong paglisan sa aki'y nagdulot ng aral. Isip...

Ingatan ang puso

"Ingatan ang puso..." Tatlong salita na hindi ko inasahang sa iyo pa mismo magmumula. Gusto kong paniwalaan. Pero paano? kung ikaw naman mismo ang bumasag sa pusong ito? Kung ikaw mismo ang lumapit at nagbigay mobito para ipaubaya ito sa ...

An open letter: Para sa taong kasama kong bumuo ng pangarap

Alam kong dalawang taon nang mahigit ang lumipas. Sana masaya ka sa naging desisyon mo. Sana, unti-unti mo nang natutupad ang mga pangarap mo; mga pangarap mo na unti-unti nating binuo. Naaalala mo ba nung tayo pa? Nung mga panahong umiiy...

To BVoS (Better Version of Myself)

2018 when I became toxic in myself. Being just like that in 2 years was one of the darkest experience in my life. Everything was a big deal to me that time. I always "mean" what people said towards me. I became a short tempered person. I do...