To the guy who made me question my worth

Hi, Its been a year now, how are you? I hope you are doing fine. I hope you're healthy. But most of all I hope you're happy. Cause I'm not, I'm still healing. Waiting for my heart to be fully restored. Since you left me, a big part of me w...

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I am willing You're playing I'm ready You're confused I gave you time You made me your past time What the hell Are you unwell I feel so used Emotionally abused I already told you What hurts me the most You did exactly the sam...

Okay lang bumitaw

Alam ko napapagod ka na Nawawalan ka na ng gana Pero gusto ko sabihin sayo Hindi ka mag-isa Huwag ka mag-alala Hindi rin kita pipilitin Na kayanin ang mga bagay Na gusto mo ng bitawan At tila nagpapahirap sayo Ngunit hanggang hindi ka pa d...

I want to go back

I used to smile at every thing that I do It excites me to do something new I wish I could go back The day I first fell in love Fell deeply in love with what I do The first song that I produced Made my heart satisfied The first painting tha...

A Parentless Home

Is it still called home if there are no parents in it? Both of them, already have their own life, their own partners What about the their child/ren? Have they ever thought about their emotional health? It forced me to grow up fa...

My beer and my over-thinking mind

I don't drink Well, I don't drink too much Every drop of beer That enters my body Gives me relief I drink a little To keep the tears from falling Hoping that tomorrow It will be a lot easier Cause maybe it will I drink a little more Not ...

Ikaw pa rin

https://open.spotify.com/album/62KRgC3AZA7sxDb4fYipTI?highlight=spotify:track:3yRd7Y9OVbhouw4E4TNI0t"Hanggang ngayon Patuloy ang pag-ikot Mga katanungang wala pa ring sagot" (Ikaw by Autotelic)   Hanggang ngayon, ikaw pa rin...

An Open Letter to My Almost

Hi? How are you? It's been quite some since it happened. How I wish it wasn't. How I wish it just a bad bad dream. But is not. I need to go moving forward. I need to accept. I wrote this letter to pour my hearts out to you. My almost. I...

Munimuni

At this time of the day, I'm listening to an indie opm band. I really got into local indie opm band because of you. but I hate the fact that it reminds me of the day I filed leave for work, waiting for you to message me and update ...

In Another Life I Will Make You Stay

"In another life, I would be your girl We keep all our promises, be us against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away" Little did I know that these lyrics...

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa? Part 2

So ayun na nga.. Trial and error lang ang nangyari. Sana'y sinabi mo kaagad para di na ko nangapa. Kayo na pala ng taong gusto mo talaga... "Bakit?" "Bakit sa iba kaya mong mag commit,bakit saken di mo kaya? "Bakit pag ako mali, pag iba ...

Dear My Future Husband

Today (06/01/2020), I decided to write this letter for you. I had a strong feeling that next year will be the start of our love story. This year was such a hard one because there are many problems facing by everyone. So I accept that 2020 w...

Bakit parang kasalanan ko pa?

Balikan naten sa panahong ni tignan ka ay di ko ginagawa. Balikan naten sa panahong ni kausapin ka di ko iniisip. Tahimik at maayos ang buhay ko sa mga panahong yun kung iyong natatandaan. Ngunit habang lumilipas ang araw inunti unti mong...

SAGLIT, NGUNIT SULIT

Ang saglit na ating pinagsamahan sa akin ay nag-iwan ng malaking bakas sa nakaraan. Sa mundong paningin ko ay kakaiba, doon tayo ay nagkita.   Ang sakit at pait na karanasan ng iyong paglisan sa aki'y nagdulot ng aral. Isip...

Ingatan ang puso

"Ingatan ang puso..." Tatlong salita na hindi ko inasahang sa iyo pa mismo magmumula. Gusto kong paniwalaan. Pero paano? kung ikaw naman mismo ang bumasag sa pusong ito? Kung ikaw mismo ang lumapit at nagbigay mobito para ipaubaya ito sa ...

An open letter: Para sa taong kasama kong bumuo ng pangarap

Alam kong dalawang taon nang mahigit ang lumipas. Sana masaya ka sa naging desisyon mo. Sana, unti-unti mo nang natutupad ang mga pangarap mo; mga pangarap mo na unti-unti nating binuo. Naaalala mo ba nung tayo pa? Nung mga panahong umiiy...

To BVoS (Better Version of Myself)

2018 when I became toxic in myself. Being just like that in 2 years was one of the darkest experience in my life. Everything was a big deal to me that time. I always "mean" what people said towards me. I became a short tempered person. I do...

CLOY

(Crash, Landing, On Yeshua) I will share to you how vengeful I was. When I was still wandering the world, not knowing my purpose yet, I’d love to play the role of “Maghihignati ako! Hinding-hindi ako mag-papa api”. And yes, nagagawa ko ...

To All the Maybes

Hi Maybe, I actually don’t know what to say at this point. I miss you? I want you? I need you? But I guess the best thing to say is really, “Thank You”. Thank You for even letting me into your life. Thank You for all the late night talk ...

Sorry you weren’t able to meet the best me

To the guy I met a year ago, I like you but I'm sorry you weren't able to meet the best me. I was having a hard time when our paths crossed, I was struggling emotionally and having a lot of self issues. I put an eye on you and tried my b...

Letter of a Single Woman

I will wait on you, Lord, not because I am out of choices but because this time my choice is you. To my beautiful Lord Jesus, For many years, I have believed the lie in movies that finding a man who will love me is simply finding someone ...

Alam Mo Ba?

Alam mo ba? No'ng una kitang nakita, naalala ko na iisang kulay pa ang iyong suot. Nakita ko ang iyong bawat anggulo, na parang hindi ko maalis ang aking pagtingin sa'yo. Nag-iinit ang aking pakiramdam na tila matutunaw ang yelo, do'n ko...

Anu ang pagibig?

Pag-ibig paano ba ang tamang pag ibig? anu ba ang tamang pag ibig? mga tanung sa aking isipan. kung tama ba ang pag ibig na ginagawa ko para sakanya? oras - hindi ko alam kung tama bang 24/7 na pag ibig ko sakanya ay tama? ...

Okay na ako

Paul, Salamat! At sorry. Alam mu sobrang minahal kita kahit na alam ko ang sampal mu sakin. " Piliin mu yung mas mahal ka." Salamat kasi pinaramdam mu na kaibigan mu lang ako hangang doon lang kasi hindi ako perfect. Sorry kasi yung sign...

Ako, Ikaw, Tayo.

ako na walang alintana sa mundong ibabaw ako na hinubog at nasanay sa pagkalumbay ako na sa pag irog tila'y di' balak magpasupil ako na sa'yo lamang pala mahuhulog at iibig ikaw na nagbuhat at nagmula kanang pintuan ikaw na nakabibig...

Better left unsaid

I'm afraid if I'll keep on going it's not only me who'll get drown. You were almost so ideal that no matter how I keep on reminding myself, nothing works. It excites me when you're listening to my interests like I'm having my own stage to ...

Am I still your final destination?

Am I still your final destination?   It's been years when you went to our home and laid down your intentions. And until now that memory, it's still crystal clear to me. I just don't want to describe it anymore but one thing I am ...

Hindi ba pwedeng ako na lang?

Hindi ba pwedeng ako na lang yung makaramdam?Makaramdam ng bawat pait at sakit na matagal mo nang itinatago sa likod ng mga ngiti mong kay ganda at pinipilit na kalimutan dahil sa hindi mo na kaya pa. Hindi mo na kaya pang pagbulaanan na hi...

To be a Frontliner.

For 7 years as a Medical technologist, I never felt so proud of my profession. In this period where the world is mourning over this pandemic, my heart was so flattered. I never been so proud like this before. Where ever I go, every...

I’m saying NO

I won't deny the fact that I am waiting for your messages daily. The moment you say good morning or good evening. I love to read how you compliment me. I appreciate that you are there and you care. You have some of the qualities I'm looking...