Ang unang sakit

Ginawa ko to para sayo

Isang tao na naging parte ng buhay ko

The person who I fell in love with

At ang tao na nagparamdam sa akin ng unang sakit

 

It all started sa simpleng paghanga

Mula sa taong naghihintay ng himala

As what my friends say just a simple crush

But damn you always make my cheeks blush

Sino ba naman kasi ang hindi makakapansin

Amoy mong di ko matiis na di amuyin

Pabango mong ikaw lang meron

Juskopo nakaka turn on

 

That’s just how it goes

Pag ika’y naiisip di ako makapag-doze

Sa mess hall nga di ko maiwasang ika’y hanapin

Para naman ako’y ma-inspire kahit sa pagkain

But everytime our eyes would meet

Shit pancit paa ko’y nangangawit

Nahihirapan tuloy akong makapag cadence

Pag ika’y nasa platoon akoy na tetense

Napapa chin-in at brace up tuloy ako

Pugay di ko na alam gagawin ko

Pero kadete nga tayo diba

Dapat nadaramay wag ipahalata

Kaya crush crush lang muna

Pero naghahangad na mapansin mo sana

 

On the day you sent a friend request

My heart was truly at it’s best

Akalain mo yun the person you had a crush on

May chance na makilala mo ngayon

I didn’t hesitate to accept you agad

Hello! Opportunity na ito my God

 

And yes our chat started

Damn I was elated

Puso ko ngayo’y titibok-tibok

Just like how I hear the clock’s tiktok

At dun na nga nagsimula ang lahat

Lahat lahat dahil sa simpleng chat

 

As time goes by the chats go often

I didn’t hesitate naman to become more open

Matik gusto din pala kitang makilala

Same to you din naman siguro diba

So fastforward na tayo

Dun sa time na kilig na ako masyado

 

Ika’y nanligaw, at ika’y sinagot ko

Lihim lang to bawal malaman ng ibang tao

Matik ang saya ko chong!

Crush ko noon, boyfriend ko ngayon

Oh diba what a concept pero totoo

 

At first talaga I was hesitant

Baka trip mo lang ako in an instant

Pero I put off my guard’s down

And left all the doubts na lang

I decided to trust you

And I hoped for you to be true

I was really happy kung saan tayo umabot

Being in a relationship with you was never bagot

Kahit na wagas ka makapanlait

Di naman ako nagpapatalo diba ang sweet

 

First month was a blast

I hoped our relationship would last

Di ko nga expect na makagawa ng ka cheesyhan

Maybe I was so into you and made you one

But suddenly may dumating na bagyo sa buhay ko

Yung kinakatakutan kong malayo sayo

I remained positive sa nangyayari

Pero my doubts are getting back slowly

 

Like the cold breeze of laguna de bay

Napansin kong naging cold ka

It seems that something is not okay

So I asked you kung may problema ba

Sabi mo wala kaya ok na

Pero I felt talaga that there’s something wrong

I kept it to myself and kept holding on

 

Then time comes when we had a fight

You blocked me then I blocked you right?

Di ko alam gagawin so I asked what’s the problem

Twas my fault pala so I asked sorry back then

But still all the doubts keep on knocking

Teka lang baka I’m just overthinking

So yun I decided na hayaan ka na lang

Maybe you’ll just contact me naman

 

Then 2017 passed 2018 came

But still pakikitungo was stil lame

Honestly I was really saddened about it

Mahal ko nga eh ok lang kahit masakit

Those imissyou and iloveyou’s that was said before

How I wish na marinig ko this 2018 once more

All the doubts are kept hunting me all day

Ika nga nila if there’s a will there’s a way

So yun balikan niyo na

Nandito lang ako umaasa sinta

Umaasa na masabi mo ulit

Mga katagang sana iyong mabanggit

Kaya minsan naisip at natanong ko

“Bi mahal mo pa ba ako?”

 

So I decided to keep myself busy

Para di na kita maisip parati

Masakit man isipin

Kailangan ko tong gawin

Mahal nga kita eh

I loved you for who you are

Pero bakit ganun?

Akala ko tayo pero meron na palang kayo

Mas nauna pala kayo keysa sa tayo

Just wow! Ang sakit pramis ang sakit sakit

Di ko alam bakit

Bakit ba ako nasasaktan ng ganito

Siguro nga kasi minahal kita kahit napakagago mo

Pero wag kang mag-alala

Kasi ayoko na

Ayoko ng masaktan pa

Masakit mang bitawan kita ngayon

Pagbitaw ang naisip kong solusyon

Thank you for making me smile

And thank you kasi pinadama mo sa akin that I deserve someone better.