Hi Love! Do you still remember the letter that you gave me on valentines day? The same day that you fooled me haha but hey! No hate I don’t hate you anymore and I finally accepted that we really don’t belong together.
Alam mo ba? Nakatago padin yung letter na binigay mo sakin, sabi ko sa friends ko sinunog ko na yun but i lied because i kept it, nakaipit lang yun dun sa diary ko kung san ko nilalagay yung journey natin noong tayo pa.
Alam mo ba binasa ko ulit yun kasi naalala ko na meron nga pala nun and buhay pa, di ko alam bakit ko naalala bigla yung letter na binigay mo sakin dati but maybe because of the last song i played before i go to bed.
Alam mo habang binabasa ko yun natatawa ako tas bumabalik yung kilig na nararamdaman ko nung unang nabasa ko yun and naalala ko kung pano ko binasa yun and kung gano ka kataranta nung sinabi kong babasahin ko yun meron ka pa kasing record nun siguro para dama ko habang binabasa ko, para naririnig ko din galing sayo yung binabasa ko. After kong basahin yun nasampal sakin yung katotohanang wala na. Wala na yung tayo. Wala na yung dating tayo. At kasalanan ko. Sinampal din ako ng katotohanang mahal padin kita and namimiss na kita sobra! But i can’t do anything para mabalik ka sakin, mabalik yung dating tayo kasi, wala na. Ayaw mo na. Di na pwede and I’m the one to blame.
I still love and miss you. Gusto ko sana pero ayoko na. Ayoko nang masaktan pa ulit natin ang isa’t isa we both deserve to grow and be happy. I’ve come to realized na BAKA NGA di talaga tayo para sa isa’t isa and I’ve already accepted it.
“Acceptance is the key to move on and truly be free”
Now that I’ve accepted everything and learned from all of my mistakes. I want to say thank you. Ang dami kong natutunan sayo at sa relasyon natin. Thank you sa laughter, love, care and memories. Thank you for being part of my 2018. I’ll never forget you. Sorry if I’ve ever been a toxic to you and to our relationship. But I’m a changed person and I’m still doing my best to be a better person. Thank you. I hope that we’ll meet again someday and when that time comes I hope that we’re both a better person and that we can be friends. Thank you i love you 🙂