I am doing fine with my life
I am happy on my own
I am alright alone
I’m building my life
I’m building my self again
One by one
I’m trying to make my heart whole again
Building the pieces little by little
Slowly and accurately
But then you came
You’re stirring up my world
Putting waves on my calm seas
Disturbing the sand on my feet
That goes deeper and deeper in the sand with every waves you make
Not knowing what
Not knowing when
Not knowing how
Not knowing where
Not knowing the things in my mind
What, is the assurance that you could love me
Until when, I could wait for you to fall in love
How, could you take care of my heart
Where, I should place my self in your life
If you don’t know if your ready
Stop! Because my heart’s hoping into something uncertain
If you don’t know the answer
Stop! Stop my mind from asking a thousand of questions without the assurance that everything will be answered.
If you don’t know if you can
Stop! Stop my heart from feeling this way because it’s shattering me into pieces.
If you don’t like me
Stop! My heart is hoping and it is being scratch and it’s bleeding
If you don’t want me
Stop! Being taken for granted by someone you like hurts like a thousand times
If you don’t think you can love me
Stop! It is better to stop while I can still rebuild the broken pieces of my heart that you eventually occupies.
If you can’t
If you don’t
Please… stop giving me hope..