When my thoughts and heart collides,
I envisioned a life in him,
I dreamed a company of a lifetime,
You are all I ever wanted,
My heart shouts your name,
Your face is always in my mind,
Hello forever, I finally perceived you.
Yes, I am married,
I dethroned this crown of life,
I announced you as my husband,
And now, I am living this life for one.
How well is your plan?
How good you are?
Tell me, what makes you care enough?
Why O’ Why, You love me that much.
I can only see darkness,
I can only touch shaggy,
I can only smell icky,
All I know, I don’t know.
I desired for a flower and you gave me a bouquet,
I liked for perfection and you insisted contentment,
I loved a man and you directed me in a friend,
I declared a war and you embraced me with your peace,
I’ve waited for this day,
I’ve prayed for this moment,
But when your will is not what I desire,
Is my heart still abide in you, my God.
If I say “No’ this time,
I am breaking my Father’s heart,
Then I will plea, “Do Wait”
Wait. Til’ the day I finally say “YES”
Yes for the Giver and not for the gift,
Yes for a Father but not for the friend,
Yes for my Master,
It is a YES.