It took a while for me to have the courage of surrendering all the bitterness and anger to the Lord, our God. Despite that, you’re always worth the pain. I’m sorry for making you end the relationship. I hurt you, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for jumping into things quickly and without any proper analysation. Without considering your efforts and sacrifices, without knowing you more. I neglected the fact that people are more than who they appear on the surface. I forgot that you have amazing things hidden beneath that surface that require the key of patience and trust to unlock and reveal.
We have loved each other and that’s undeniable. But we also don’t understand each other’s point of view, actions and silence. We’re strangers full of scars and walls. We are monsters full of hate.
We fought, we breakdown, we almost emotionally killed each other but we overcame by God’s grace. We fell apart, stumble and parted ways but we found God. We won.
The memories remains. We had an experience that taught us to be a better person in the present. We have been molded and prepared to become stronger and unshakeable. In plain languange, all the pain and struggles are worth it.
I have loved you and I am proud for the person that you are right now. I am proud that you walked away and chose yourself over us.
Keep in mind that I prayed for your success and for the life that you have right now and I will continue praying for your dreams to come true.
It took a while for me to realize that God let me enter your life to guide you for a while and left a mark that taught you lessons to become a better one.
To the man that I loved, I was given unto you because of a purpose and please know that you we’re a lesson too, a wonderful, painful, and full of love kind of lesson.
You are a blessing and an amazing gift from God.
Love,
Alex