Have you ever meet someone and the two of you just instantly click? And then you talk for a few months but now they’re gone… I have one.
He’s just the best.. he’s so sweet and nice. He loves his family so much and spends time with them as much as he can during his free time.
But then, everything changed.. He just woke up one day being a completely different person.
You have no idea how much I tried to stop myself from messaging you, from asking how your day was. There are times that I wanted to tell you how my day went and I have a lot of things to tell you but I know that I can’t do that anymore. But then, you would have sent me a message if you genuinely wanted to talk to me, but you didn’t.
I wrote a lot of things for you after you left because I had so much to say. I want to get mad at you. I want to cry, scream and shout at you for what you did but I held myself back because I know it wouldn’t make a difference because you don’t care anymore. Holding it all inside broke me down even more. It’s crazy how much hurt one person can give to another.
Not a day passes by that I don’t think of you. Even when I’m alone or in crowded places.
I wish we had a proper ending, instead of this silence. I really wish that we talked about it instead of avoiding each other. There are so many things that I want to tell you but you left too soon. It hurts me to see you continuing you life without me being there.
I really wanted it to be you. I badly wanted it to be you. But then, you didn’t want it to be me. I hate it because I still want you to be a part of my life and I know that just one message from you, I’d still reply in a heartbeat. I hate it because even though I’m hurt, I know that one message from you and I’ll fold.
Now I’m letting you go because I want you to be happy and you already left, you left as if everything was easy for you. Silly me, I actually believed you when you said you’d just be around.