Last night I remember you,I tried to ask myself these questions.
Is it possible?Can I be with you?What will you look like?
I always wanted to know everything about you.
Every day I asked God when will I set my eyes on you.
I wonder if you think of me the way I do.
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do you have an idea that someone like me exists?
Are you willing to wait for me as well?
I often daydream about you.
Sadness strikes by the thought of you.
And though my heart longs to be with you
I know I can’t, I have to wait a little longer.
I know I’ve been through hurtful and failed relationships.
I have unbearable flaws that may test your patience.
I’m independent and has a strong personality that may
intimidate you. But believe me,
I’m also weak and need someone to help me out.
I know we are both a work in progress.
We may not have commonalities but if its His will,
He will make us work.
He will help us to complement each other despite our differences.
I will keep on waiting even people told me
to settle and compromise.
Even if they think waiting is useless and old fashioned.
Even when the world believes that you and I are impossible.
I will wait for you because you are worth it.
While I’m waiting, I will dedicate my time in improving myself,
to work on my weaknesses and deal with them in a positive way.
I will continue serving Him, dig deeper and cling to His words
so I won’t easily get tempted. And I hope you also do the same.
So when we finally meet we are already transformed and matured
individuals.
When that day comes I won’t regret but instead,
appreciate the season of waiting.
I will value and love you wholeheartedly.
I’m ready to accept and embrace you without conditions.
I will have the courage to tear down my walls and break
the guards of my heart. I wouldn’t be afraid of falling in
love again. On that day we will both praise Him because
He finally answered the deepest desires of our hearts,
— and that is you and I.
after 10 years,we reunited again but it seems that we are both strangers
and now we are in the situation that we tried to know each other.
1 Corinthians 13:1
Love is patient, love is kind.