Me [Relaxed]: How are you? I know what you’re going through. It’s hard right.
Me [Stressed]: Yeah, it sucks. But why bother? I don’t know why. I just want to vent it out. Shout it out loud, but where and to whom. Someone will listen, but who?
Me [Relaxed]: It’s hard to think about it you know.
Me [Stressed]: Yeah, it’s confusing. It’s eating me alive! But why? What’s really happening.
Me [Relaxed]: You know the right thing, isn’t it?
Me [Stressed]: Yeah, the right thing. To love the person you love the most and live at the present. Enjoy, do what you intend to do. Laugh, cry, get angry, annoyed, bored, anything.
Me [Relaxed]: Yes, express yourself.
Me [Stressed]: Yeah, that’s what I do. But I’m always misinterpreted. People around me just knew the “standard”, the “normal”. I can’t be myself around them. It’s hard to always explain myself, not just once, but repeatedly. It’s exhausting you know. It does. Why do I need to settle everything around me? Why do I keep on asking the same questions? Will it do something for me? Will it help me grow even more or make me realize that I should stay away. How will I answer these questions? Who is the right person to talk with?
