Let’s talk about something scary, something that makes you uncomfortable. Not a frightening story, nor an infamous horror legend, but the truth that you’ve been trying to escape for a while now. Fear. As what I’ve always said; fear keeps us safe and it’s what keeps us away from our dreams. Who wants to be… Continue reading Fear
Tag: depression
Door
Hi, how are you? I hope you’re doing well at this point. Just want to check on you, Kaibigan. Are your walls okay? I mean, the walls that you’ve built to protect you. The walls to keep out mistakes, pain, suffering, hatred, disappointment, etc., that other people caused us and vice versa. Does it have… Continue reading Door
Ending my Life and Chasing the Lost
Am I left behind ? In the midst of a great battle I was seeking help from my kin But in the end, here I am, alone In my success and every mile stone We celebrated those moments But during my season of autumn, I was dejected like an outcast Where I will run from… Continue reading Ending my Life and Chasing the Lost
Pandemic ’20
I have a decent job before pandemic i am dedicated and motivated. Till pandemic came, worst happened to me. My Mental Health. Monday shift noon, nag declare and presidente na lockdown ang NCR at isasara ang mga expressway, mismo araw na yun adjusted 4×11 ang schedule nmin following the protocol social distance and gathering. I… Continue reading Pandemic ’20
I Am Worthy.
These days, the universe gave me so much to think about. My emotions and passion was entangling between my dreams and career, with this inner me who always think as a less worthy. I love what I am doing right now, but sadly a little insensitive words came from society gets me in trouble questioning… Continue reading I Am Worthy.
Siya Lang Talaga: A Reverse Poetry
Ayaw ko na, Sarili ko na muna Pero ano na nga ba ang aking desisyon Mahal ko parin naman siya Ano pa man ang sabihin ng iba Sarili ko ay tuluyang napabayaan Kaya di ko namamalayan Ang dapat ay tao Ginawa kong mundo Gusto ko rin naman na sarili muna ang mahalin Pero ano nga… Continue reading Siya Lang Talaga: A Reverse Poetry
Pwedeng ikaw, pwedeng ako.
Walang taong walang problema, lahat tayo meron kanya-kanya. Maaaring kinekwento mo ito sa iba o pwede rin naman na kinikimkim mo lang sa sariili mo. Sa sobrang dami hindi mo na alam kung ano yung uunahin mong solusyunan. Para bang lahat nalang ng problema ng mundo nakuha mo na. Minsan nasabi mo pa nga na… Continue reading Pwedeng ikaw, pwedeng ako.
NO ONE IS SAFE
This pandemic , the virus spread fear anywhere But you never know , we have a bigger foe Not your ex, not your cravings but ourselves. Yes , no one is safe from this threat Dear brothers and sisters, I tell youVanguards and herd immunity won’t repel this oneNot contagious but all of us are… Continue reading NO ONE IS SAFE
Di na dapat
Masama ba ako? Masama ba ako kasi nagawa ko ang di dapat? Tanga ba ako? Tanga ba ako kasi paulit-ulit kong tinatanggap and di dapat tanggapin? Bobo ba ako? Bobo ba ako kasi sa lahat ng pwedeng piliin bakit yun pa ang napili ko? Drama ko ba? Madrama ba ako dahil sa di ko alam… Continue reading Di na dapat
Untitled
Nakakadepress noh? Yung mga nasa paligid natin? Nakakadepress yung mga bagay pati na din yung mga tao. Pakiramdam mo wala namang nakakaintindi sayo. Nakakadown ng sarili eh. Ayan! kung ano ano na naman naiisip mo. Nadedepress ka na naman. Puro negative thoughts na naman nasa isisp mo noh? Tuwing gabi di ka makatulog dahil nag… Continue reading Untitled
I Killed the Mockingbird
It’s not the first time I did it, Nor the last that I plan, For there is something good about it, something refreshing. It was still dawn when I found her slightly sleepy yet alert. I think she knew what was bound to happen, yet I pray that she don´t. I slowly focus my 9mm,… Continue reading I Killed the Mockingbird
You SEEK for what?
You seek for ears to LISTEN But only got the mouths that insulted. You seek for hearts to UNDERSTAND But only got the minds that judged. You seek for hands to HELP But only got the backs that turned away. You seek for eyes to SEE your VALUE But only got the brows that doubted… Continue reading You SEEK for what?
I know It Hurts a Lot
I know that feeling when your decisions are not pleasing to those around you..That they think that your decisions are wrong, or simply not the best or not the better ones.. It’s not that you need to get the approval of others in everything you do, nor chasing to please others.. But it’s just that,… Continue reading I know It Hurts a Lot
Dear You with a Brave Heart
Dear You, Being brave and strong is a tough job. Sometimes you would want to breakdown but you can’t. Because someone’s relying on you. Sometimes you want people to see you vulnerable but they don’t seem to notice. Because they think that you can manage it. Sometimes you just wanna cry like hell and burst… Continue reading Dear You with a Brave Heart
CONFESSIONS OF A DEPRESSED CHRISTIAN
It’s been more than two years. There were days where despair and anxiety would drown me slowly like in a quicksand. I couldn’t get out. I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t even cry. I envied those who could cry so easily because I knew there was a sense of relief after crying. In… Continue reading CONFESSIONS OF A DEPRESSED CHRISTIAN