Mapapatingin ka sa kisame.. Bigla mo na lang maiisip yung mga bagay na sana pag gising mo.. “ hindi mo na sya mahal”, na hindi mo na maalala na minahal mo sya, na hindi mo na maalala lahat ng sakit at sama ng loob na binigay nya sayo, na sana ok na yung pakiramdam mo, normal na yung paghinga mo, hindi na naninikip yung dibdib mo kakapigil sa pag-iyak mo, na sana ok na ulet lahat. Masaya ka na, masaya ka ng wala sya.
Minsan nakakapagod din at maiisip mo na ang tanga tanga mo,, yung sobra sobrang effort yung ibinuhos mo noon, na halos lahat ng meron ka ibinigay mo.. yung hindi mo na kayang magtira sa sarili mo ,, kasi puro sa kanya na lang.,. yung sobrang mahal na mahal mo sya.. tapos isang araw malalaman mo.. Niloloko ka nya.. may nilalandi syang iba.. at sa bandang huli hindi ikaw yung pinipili niya.. sasabihan ka pang “wag mo na kong guluhin please”, tapos dadaan yung maraming araw.. yung nakakabangon ka na ulet.. dadating sya.. hihingi ng tawad.. e since nag cum laude ka sa katangahan .. tatanggapin mo na naman sya.. nagpauto ka ulet sa mga pautot nya na kesyo.. “bubuhos ko lahat sayo, hindi ko na uulitin, ikaw lang, etc,, “ pero ganun pa man.. hindi mo maaalis sa isip mo na magduda, hindi naman kasi ganun kadaling ibalik yung tiwala.. lalo na’t kung paulet-ulet nyang ginawa yun sayo… pero kung mahal mo.. paulet-ulet ka din magiging tanga.. matic na diba?!
ang tanong lang., tama pa ba na papasukin mo sya ulet sa mundo mo? Tama pa ba yang ginagawa mo sa sarili mo? C’mon you deserve someone not just only loving you but respect your worth and valued you., you’re not born in this world to be hurt by someone you just bumped in somewhere.. we all know everything’s happen for a reason, and only God knows the reason itself but I think the only reason we all know (we all need to know) was for us to learn, to let go and to go on. You deserve to be happy, you deserve to be appreciated, you deserve to love and be loved unconditionally,
Be Thankful anyway.. that somehow youve experienced that kind of love and learned. “Don’t let anyone hurt you over and over again.”
YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER.
“just TRUST IN GOD’S PERFECT TIMING,, and he will give you a PERFECT PERSON. “
Psalm 34:18
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
